Takayan – Persecution Complex Lyrics + English Translation

“Persecution Complex” is the 2nd track from the “I Want to End My Life” single released by Takayan. It was released on August 7, 2021.

Details

• Title: Persecution Complex
• Also Known As: Higai Mousou (被害妄想)
• Genre: Hip Hop, Rap
• Language: Japanese
• Released: August 7, 2021
• Performer: Takayan
• Composer: Takayan
• Arranger: Takayan
• Lyricist: Takayan

Lyrics

Show time yami tourai
betsu ni ikiru imi mo nai
kurai shourai watashi yori mo
kawaii no nande?
kakko ii no nande?
ganbatteru no ni
kanashiku naru ne

aitsu yori mo motete mitai naa
itsumo yori mo hashaide itai wa
naisho ni shiteta kokoro no naka
itsuka boku mo akaruku nareru kana?

zutto naite hekonda hibi mo
sugite wa nan no imi mo naku naru no
kami-sama onegai da yo.......
oshiete!!!!!!

ato dore kurai no doryoku wo shitara
mina to onaji kurai no "futsuu" ni nareru no?
shaanai wa! sore nara shinu made
kono kosei migaite itsuka waratte!
shitto suru hitsuyou mo nai ya
risetto nante ichido mo nai kara
kono sekai ni hitori shika inai
ikireteru kiseki kimi to irerya saikou!

Don't cry
saiaku na wakare kata wo shite mo
mondai nai yo tsugi no deai
yurari yurari
kimi no sei de kizutsuita kedo
tsuyoku nareta shi
mou damasarenai yo

"okubyou de susumenai"
sonna watashi wo baka ni shite iru keredo
junsui datte kiken takusan!
higai mousou mo daiji nanda.
nani ga "seikai" ka wakannai na
motomoto sonzai mo shinai ka warai
kinou ni sayonara!
kyou ni baton pasu!

ato dore kurai no doryoku wo shitara
mina to onaji kurai no"futsuu" ni nareru no?
shaanai wa! sore nara shinu made
kono kosei migaite itsuka waratte!
shitto suru hitsuyou mo nai ya
risetto nante ichido mo nai kara
kono sekai ni hitori shika inai
ikireteru kiseki kimi to irerya saikou!

English Translation

Show time, the arrival of emo.
Also, there's no point in living.
Gloomy future.
Why are you cuter than me?
Why are you more handsome than me?
Even I’m doing my best,
I’ll still feel sad.

Wanna become more popular than them.
Wanna go and have more fun than usual.
Kept it secret deep in the heart.
Will I gain a brighter personality someday?

Those days when I cried and depressed all the time,
It doesn’t mean anything even if I’ve gone through them.；；
Please, Almighty God...
Please tell me!!!!!!

How much effort do I still need to pay,
In order to become as “normal” as everyone else?
It can’t be helped! If that’s so, until I die,
Cultivate the personality, someday I’ll laugh!
It’s not necessary to be jealous.
There’s no chance to reset.
You’re one of a kind,
It’s a miracle being born. It’ll be wonderful if I can be with you!

Don’t cry.
Even if you break up with me the in the worst way,
It’s fine, sway and sway to the next encounter.
Tho I was hurt because of you,
I’ve got stronger,
I won’t be fooled anymore.

“Being timid, I can’t move forward.“
They make fun of me for being like this.
Yet, being pure will face tons of danger too!
That’s why persecutory delusion is also important.
I don’t know which is the “correct answer”,
Or, maybe it doesn’t even exist in the first place? Lol.
Farewell yesterday!
Pass the baton to today!

How much effort do I still need to pay,
In order to become as “normal” as everyone else?
It can’t be helped! If that’s so, until I die,
Cultivate the personality, someday I’ll laugh!
It’s not necessary to be jealous.
There’s no chance to reset.
You’re one of a kind,
It’s a miracle being born. It’ll be wonderful if I can be with you!

(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFbA-Oc8x3I)