MILGRAM Es (CV: Yurina Amami) - MeMe -ES Cover- Lyrics + English Translation

笑えたら　戻れたなら
生きたまま死んだフリしているんだろう？

終われたら　止まれたなら
この夢はいつまで続くんだろう

溜め込んで隠さなくていい
ボクが僕を救ってあげましょう
抱き合って今日はおやすみ
かわりばんこ　脳を揺らせ

なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの？
そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけるまで
きっと本当が分かるよ　嘘なら君のこと赦さないよ

壊せたら　変われたなら
できるかな　いつから諦めてたんだろう

無くせたら　選べたなら
我儘かな　これくらいはいいでしょう？

飲み込んだマイナスのイメージが
僕を抱き締めてくれたの
生きようとしていいじゃないか
はんぶんこ　鼓動を鳴らせ

なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの？
そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけるまで
きっと本当が分かるよ　嘘なら君のこと赦さないよ

そんなありえない言葉ばっか
傷を付けて　押さえつけ　変わらないんだね
あゝ　どこにいてもこうだ
間違いが間違いじゃないみたい
いっそ僕がもうニセモノ

きっと僕は悪くないよ　何もないんだ
きっと悪い夢を見てる　早く起きなくちゃ

なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの？
そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけてよ

なんで　ねえなんで　どこにも僕はいないな
だから嘘なら君のこと赦さないよ

なんで　ねえなんで　ここから出してください
どうか間違いだと　嘘だよと言って
僕が正しいと　今なら君を赦してあげる

waraetara modoreta nara
ikita mama shinda furi shite irun darou?

owaretara tomareta nara
kono yume wa itsu made tsuzukun darou

tamekonde kakusanakute ii
boku ga boku wo sukutte agemashou
dakiatte kyou wa oyasumi
kawaribanko nou wo yurase

nande boku ga koko ni iru no machigai janai no?
sou da boku wo tashikamete yo chanto mitsukeru made
kitto hontou ga wakaru yo uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

kowasetara kawareta nara
dekiru ka na itsu kara akirametetan darou

nakusetara erabeta nara
wagamama ka na kore kurai wa ii deshou?

nomikonda mainasu no imeeji ga
boku wo dakishimete kureta no
ikiyou to shite ii janai ka
hanbun ko kodou wo narase

nande boku ga koko ni iru no machigai janai no?
sou da boku wo tashikamete yo chanto mitsukeru made
kitto hontou ga wakaru yo uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

sonna arienai kotoba bakka
kizu wo tsukete osaetsuke kawaranain da ne
aa doko ni ite mo kou da
machigai ga machigai janai mitai
isso boku ga mou nisemono

kitto boku wa warukunai yo nanimo nain da
kitto warui yume wo miteru hayaku okinakucha

nande boku ga koko ni iru no machigai janai no?
sou da boku wo tashikamete yo chanto mitsukete yo

nande nee nande doko ni mo boku wa inai na
dakara uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

nande nee nande koko kara dashite kudasai
douka machigai da to uso da yo to itte
boku ga tadashii to ima nara kimi wo yurushite ageru

If I could laugh, If I could go back
I'd play dead even though I'm alive right? 

If I could end, If I could stop
How long would this dream go on

You don't have to keep it in and hide it away
"I"will save "me"
Snuggle together and say "Good night"
Switch, Shake up that brain 

Why am I here?  It must be a mistake?
Take a good look at me  Until you find me
The truth will come to reveal itself  I won't forgive you if this is happening to me even though I'm right

If I could break it, If I could change
Can I do it,  I wonder from when I started to gave up

If I could lose it, If I could choose
Is this selfish? This isn't too much is it? 

The minus energy that I swallowed
Hugged me
Maybe it's ok to try to keep on living
Split in half, Make that heart beat

Why am I here?  It must be a mistake?
Take a good look at me  Until you find me
The truth will come to reveal itself  I will NEVER forgive you if this is happening to me even though I'm right

All those ridiculous accusations 
Hurting it, holding it down, it doesn't change anything, does it
Ahhh, It's the same anywhere I go
It's like what's wrong isn't wrong 
I'm already the fake one

I'm probably not to blame, It's probably nothing
I'm probably just having a bad dream, I need to wake up soon

Why am I here?  It must be a mistake?
Take a good look at me  Until you find me

Why, hey why,  I'm nowhere to be found
So I will NEVER forgive you if this is happening to me even though I'm right

Why, hey why, please let me out of here
Please tell me it's a mistake, that's it's a lie
That I'm right, I'll forgive you If you tell me now