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Kuruoshii Hodo Boku ni wa Utsukushii / majiko

  • Title: 狂おしいほど僕には美しい
  • Also Known As: Kuruoshii Hodo Boku ni wa Utsukushii
  • Composer: Michael Kaneko
  • Arranger: Michael Kaneko
  • Lyricist: Hiro-a-key

"Kuruoshii Hodo Boku ni wa Utsukushii" is the 4th track from the "Sabishii Hito ga Ichiban Erainda" album released by majiko. It was released on June 19, 2019.

"Kuruoshii Hodo Boku ni wa Utsukushii" Lyrics

どこにでもある 偽りの色彩
もう染み付き過ぎて いつまでも 抜けない
どうしようもなく いびつな存在
狂ってるほど 僕には美しい

愛しいモノほど 壊したくなる
醜いほどに 守りたくなる
一人でもいい 思い続けた
変わり始めた 月明かりの夜

誰かを好きになるなんて 馬鹿らし過ぎて 終わってる
裏切られるんだ どうせ 僕は このまま

もうたくさんなんだ いつか見た 希望(ヒカリ)
追いかけてみて 慈しむんでしょう
もう歌えないと 言い出せない 怒り
狂おしいほど 僕には 愛おしい

叶えられずに 散らかった夢
拾い集めて もう一度歩く
Just trying to put on a smile, all of them could be fake
ややこしい人間 それでもいい

目を覚ましても 動けずに 起き上がるんだ 今すぐに
裏切ってやるんだ そうさ 僕は このまま

もうたくさんなんだ いつか見た 希望(ヒカリ)
追いかけてみても 行き先は見えない
嫉妬や痛みと いい距離でいたい
苦しいけど 僕にはちょうどいい

何かが破れて 放たれた彼方へ
残されたものも 自分の歌を歌え
どこにいてもいつかは終わるんだって
月明かり差し込む 闇の色

どこにでもある 偽りの色彩
もう染み付き過ぎて いつまでも 抜けない
どうしようもなく いびつな存在
狂おしいほど 僕には美しい
doko ni demo aru itsuwari no shikisai
mou shimitsuki sugite itsu made mo nukenai
dou shiyou mo naku ibitsu na sonzai
kurutteru hodo boku ni wa utsukushii

itoshii mono hodo kowashitakunaru
minikui hodo ni mamoritakunaru
hitori demo ii omoi tsuzuketa
kawarihajimeta tsukiakari no yoru

dareka wo suki ni naru nante bakarashi sugite owatteru
uragirarerun da douse boku wa kono mama

mou takusan nan da itsuka mita hikari
oikakete mite itsukushimun deshou
mou utaenai to iidasenai ikari
kuruoshii hodo boku ni wa itooshii

kanaerarezu ni chirakatta yume
hiroiatsumete mou ichido aruku
Just trying to put on a smile, all of them could be fake
yayakoshii ningen sore demo ii

me wo samashite mo ugokezu ni okiagarun da ima sugu ni
uragitte yarun da sou sa boku wa kono mama

mou takusan nan da itsuka mita hikari
oikakete mite mo ikisaki wa mienai
shitto ya itami to ii kyori de itai
kurushii kedo boku ni wa choudo ii

nanika ga yaburete hanatareta kanata e
nokosareta mono mo jibun no uta wo utae
doko ni ite mo itsuka wa owarun datte
tsukiakari sashikomu yami no iro

doko ni demo aru itsuwari no shikisai
mou shimitsuki sugite itsu made mo nukenai
dou shiyou mo naku ibitsu na sonzai
kuruoshii hodo boku ni wa utsukushii
Fake colors, so ordinary
Stained too long to wash them away
Outrageously weird one
Craziness is more beautiful to me

I wanna destroy what I am crazy for 
Ugliness makes me want protect more
Kept thinking I am OK being alone
I was changing under the moonlight

So foolish to like somebody, So lame
I will be betrayed, I will be the same

I had enough, the light I once saw
I will chase it to cherish
The rage from not saying I can’t sing anymore
You are madly adorable to me

Scattered dreams that I could not make come true
I will pick them up and walk again
"Just trying to put on a smile, all of them could be fake"
I’m complicated and it’s OK

Can’t move after waking up, get up right now
I will betray them, yes I will

I had enough, the light I once saw
Chased it but can’t see the destination
I wanna keep right distance from jealousy and pain
It’s tough but just enough for me

Something broke out, thrown far ahead
Sing your own song, people left behind
There will be an end anyway, no matter where you are
The darkness cut by the moonlight

Fake colors, so ordinary
Stained too long to wash them away 
Outrageously weird one
You are madly beautiful to me
(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzUOXxJWzOY)
Romaji
doko ni demo aru itsuwari no shikisai
mou shimitsuki sugite itsu made mo nukenai
dou shiyou mo naku ibitsu na sonzai
kurutteru hodo boku ni wa utsukushii

itoshii mono hodo kowashitakunaru
minikui hodo ni mamoritakunaru
hitori demo ii omoi tsuzuketa
kawarihajimeta tsukiakari no yoru

dareka wo suki ni naru nante bakarashi sugite owatteru
uragirarerun da douse boku wa kono mama

mou takusan nan da itsuka mita hikari
oikakete mite itsukushimun deshou
mou utaenai to iidasenai ikari
kuruoshii hodo boku ni wa itooshii

kanaerarezu ni chirakatta yume
hiroiatsumete mou ichido aruku
Just trying to put on a smile, all of them could be fake
yayakoshii ningen sore demo ii

me wo samashite mo ugokezu ni okiagarun da ima sugu ni
uragitte yarun da sou sa boku wa kono mama

mou takusan nan da itsuka mita hikari
oikakete mite mo ikisaki wa mienai
shitto ya itami to ii kyori de itai
kurushii kedo boku ni wa choudo ii

nanika ga yaburete hanatareta kanata e
nokosareta mono mo jibun no uta wo utae
doko ni ite mo itsuka wa owarun datte
tsukiakari sashikomu yami no iro

doko ni demo aru itsuwari no shikisai
mou shimitsuki sugite itsu made mo nukenai
dou shiyou mo naku ibitsu na sonzai
kuruoshii hodo boku ni wa utsukushii
English
Fake colors, so ordinary
Stained too long to wash them away
Outrageously weird one
Craziness is more beautiful to me

I wanna destroy what I am crazy for 
Ugliness makes me want protect more
Kept thinking I am OK being alone
I was changing under the moonlight

So foolish to like somebody, So lame
I will be betrayed, I will be the same

I had enough, the light I once saw
I will chase it to cherish
The rage from not saying I can’t sing anymore
You are madly adorable to me

Scattered dreams that I could not make come true
I will pick them up and walk again
"Just trying to put on a smile, all of them could be fake"
I’m complicated and it’s OK

Can’t move after waking up, get up right now
I will betray them, yes I will

I had enough, the light I once saw
Chased it but can’t see the destination
I wanna keep right distance from jealousy and pain
It’s tough but just enough for me

Something broke out, thrown far ahead
Sing your own song, people left behind
There will be an end anyway, no matter where you are
The darkness cut by the moonlight

Fake colors, so ordinary
Stained too long to wash them away 
Outrageously weird one
You are madly beautiful to me
Original
どこにでもある 偽りの色彩
もう染み付き過ぎて いつまでも 抜けない
どうしようもなく いびつな存在
狂ってるほど 僕には美しい

愛しいモノほど 壊したくなる
醜いほどに 守りたくなる
一人でもいい 思い続けた
変わり始めた 月明かりの夜

誰かを好きになるなんて 馬鹿らし過ぎて 終わってる
裏切られるんだ どうせ 僕は このまま

もうたくさんなんだ いつか見た 希望(ヒカリ)
追いかけてみて 慈しむんでしょう
もう歌えないと 言い出せない 怒り
狂おしいほど 僕には 愛おしい

叶えられずに 散らかった夢
拾い集めて もう一度歩く
Just trying to put on a smile, all of them could be fake
ややこしい人間 それでもいい

目を覚ましても 動けずに 起き上がるんだ 今すぐに
裏切ってやるんだ そうさ 僕は このまま

もうたくさんなんだ いつか見た 希望(ヒカリ)
追いかけてみても 行き先は見えない
嫉妬や痛みと いい距離でいたい
苦しいけど 僕にはちょうどいい

何かが破れて 放たれた彼方へ
残されたものも 自分の歌を歌え
どこにいてもいつかは終わるんだって
月明かり差し込む 闇の色

どこにでもある 偽りの色彩
もう染み付き過ぎて いつまでも 抜けない
どうしようもなく いびつな存在
狂おしいほど 僕には美しい

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