Amatsuki - Akai Ito

あの部屋の鍵を　あなたはまた今日も
きっとかけてはいないんでしょう

もう戻らないよ　あなたのもとには
まだ好きなのは私も同じだけど

だらしないその優しさのせい　さよならさえも委ねないでよ
少しはあなたも悪者になって　二人で 決めたでしょ

いいよ
赤い糸は私が切るね　あなたはきっと切れないでしょ
引っ張りあった指の痛みと　不自由こそが愛と信じた
そんな糸は私が切るね

本当は苦手なコーヒーの酸味
二つ目の角砂糖でごまかすみたいな

甘すぎる日々が蝕ばんでたのは
あなたの夢と　私のための幸せ

来週と来世の約束ばかり　来年以降の話はなくて
笑っていたくて　深追いせずに　生まれ変われないまま

いいよ
赤い糸は 私が切るね あなたはきっと切れないでしょ
引っ張りあった その反動で 突き放される 二人の距離

そのぬくもりが こぼれた笑顔が 愛の言葉が ふいの仕草が
大好きだった 守りたかった
だからごめんね 日々をありがとう

赤い糸を私が切って やっぱりこれでよかったんだと
繰り返しただ言い聞かせて 時が二人を溶かしてゆく

赤い糸を私は切った あなたは今どうしてますか
新しい糸 結んでますか
次は学んで 少し緩めに

例えば今の 私みたいに

ano heya no kagi wo anata wa mata kyou mo
kitto kakete wa inain deshou

mou modoranai yo anata no moto ni wa
mada suki na no wa watashi mo onaji dakedo

darashinai sono yasashisa no sei sayonara sae mo yudanenaide yo
sukoshi wa anata mo warumono ni natte futari de kimeta desho

ii yo
akai ito wa watashi ga kiru ne anata wa kitto kirenai desho
hippariatta yubi no itami to fujiyuu koso ga ai to shinjita
sonna ito wa watashi ga kiru ne

hontou wa nigate na koohii no sanmi
futatsume no kakuzatou de gomakasu mitai na

ama sugiru hibi ga mushiban de ta no wa
anata no yume to atashi no tame no shiawase

raishuu to raise no yakusoku bakari rainen ikou no hanashi wa nakute
waratte itakute fukaoi sezu ni umarekawarenai mama

ii yo
akai ito wa watashi ga kiru ne anata wa kitto kirenai desho
hippariatta sono handou de tsukihanasareru futari no kyori

sono nukumori ga koboreta egao ga ai no kotoba ga fui no shigusa ga
daisuki datta mamoritakatta
dakara gomen ne hibi wo arigatou

akai ito wo watashi ga kitte yappari kore de yokattan da to
kurikaeshi tada iikikasete toki ga futari wo tokashite yuku

akai ito wo watashi wa kitta anata wa ima doushitemasu ka
atarashii ito musundemasu ka
tsugi wa manande sukoshi yurume ni

tatoeba ima no watashi mitai ni

The key to that room, today as always
You probably didn't lock it

I'm not going back to you
Though I still like you as well

Because of your casual kindness, why should I be the one to say goodbye
Please be the bad one at least, we both decided, didn't we?

It's fine
I will cut off the red thread, because you probably can't do that
I believed that love is the pain of our fingers which pulling each other, and constraints between us
Let me cut it off

Just like I don't like the sourness of coffee
Covering the taste with a second sugar cube

What these sweet days were eroding
Are your dream and the happiness for me

Only making promises for the next week and the afterlife, but talked nothing about next year
I want to keep smiling without asking further, just not being able to change

It's fine
I will cut off the red thread, because you probably can't do that
The bounce of tension pulled each other and it pushed us aside

The warmth, the smile, sweet words, unconscious gestures
I loved them all and wanted to protect them
So I'm sorry, thank you for those days when we were together

I had cut off the red thread, believing it is the right decision
Repeating to myself as the time is melting the two of us

I'm the one who cut off the red thread, how are you been now?
Have you tied a new thread?
Learning from your lesson, loosen a little bit next time

Just like me now