Takayan – In the Brain Stained With Blood Lyrics + English Translation

“In the Brain Stained With Blood” is the 6th track from the “Numb” album released by Takayan. It was released on July 27, 2019.

Details

• Title: In the Brain Stained With Blood
• Also Known As: Kaerichi Nounai (返り血脳内)
• Genre: Hip Hop, Rap
• Language: Japanese
• Released: July 27, 2019
• Performer: Takayan
• Composer: Takayan
• Arranger: Takayan
• Lyricist: Takayan

Lyrics

"masaka kirawareteru kamo"
higenjitsu no you na genjitsu
"masaka uwaki sareteru kamo"
hada mo are nemure nakunaru

yada mukumi karepi to shita kozukuri
sono ato karepi kara no renraku ga kaette konai
are are? okashii na? shitsukoku LINE nageta
renraku ga kaette kita "yuuya ga taishutsu shimashita." ha?
mata uragirareteita onaho demo nai gomi ika
tekubi akite zenshin no risuka wa kakushi kirenaideita
yuuyakun wa shinyuu no kareshi datta hontou ni shiranakatta
annojou niramareteta

"masaka kirawareteru kamo"
higenjitsu no you na genjitsu
"ashita ijimerareru kamo"
kokyuu mo are nemure nakunaru

houkai shisou da watashi wa fukou da
uwabe waratte mo donzoko ni ochita
shouraizou ga ukande konain da
kitto sono mae ni icchatterun da yo
ishiki nakunaru no baka! nikibigao baka!
kitto watashi no gaiken mite wa guchi wo haiteru wa
mina ga teki kotei gainen kawaranai
tasuke motomete mo jibun no kuchi ga fusaijau!
nigeba wo moyashi mainichi ga kowai!

"masaka kirawareteru kamo"
higenjitsu no you na genjitsu
"ashita ijimerareru kamo"
kokyuu mo are nemure nakunaru

na na na na na kaerichi nounai kibou wa mou nai

English Translation

"I am going to be hated."
The reality seems unreal.
"Maybe I am being cheated."
My skin turns rough, I can't sleep.

Disgusting, swelling. Thought you are my boyfriend, make love.
After that, you never replies my messages.
Why?  It’s strange?  Spams your LINE annoyingly.
Got a reply. "Yuya has left the chat"  What does that mean?
Being betrayed again.  Not even as good as trash and masturbators.
Cutting the wrist is not enough.  Now, my whole body is full of scars that I couldn't hide them.
Yuya was my best friend's boyfriend?  I swear I didn’t know that!
Everyone must be staring at me.

"I am going to be hated."
The reality seems unreal.
"Maybe I am being cheated."
My skin turns rough, I can't sleep.

The world is about to collapse.  I'm unfortunate.
Laughing, but my heart is broken.
I can’t see anything in my future,
because I am going to die soon, right?
Unconscious slut!  Acne slut!
I'm sure that you have laughed at my face.
Surrounded by enemies, it will never change.
Wants to ask for help, but I shut my own mouth!
There is no way to escape.  Every day is scary!

"I am going to be hated."
The reality seems unreal.
"Maybe I am being cheated."
My skin turns rough, I can't sleep.

La-La-La-La-La. Venous reflux to the brain. There is no hope.

(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4EdNPJ7SbYY)