Takayan – True Intention Lyrics + English Translation

“True Intention” is the 10th track from the “Numb” album released by Takayan. It was released on July 27, 2019.

Details

• Title: True Intention
• Also Known As: Honne (ほんね)
• Genre: Hip Hop, Rap
• Language: Japanese
• Released: July 27, 2019
• Performer: Takayan
• Composer: Takayan
• Arranger: Takayan
• Lyricist: Takayan

Lyrics

mou genkai da wa zutto gaman shiteta mou taeren wa
deeto no hanashi wa ima oitoite iitakatta koto zenbu iwasete morau wa
machinaka no kenka mo ii daro? oi kakugo shitoke kono so chin yarou!
yaritai dake ka shiran kedo tsukiatta totan, hyouhen suru kuso na taido
saisho wa mame ni LINE okuru bun mo zenbu reigi tadashii
ima ja hora futsuka mo midoku mushi tsumetasa ga dorai aisu akarasama ni
isogashii no wa wakatteru kedo ki ni naru oppai demo dekita no?
hinnyuu warui ne hakkiri itte?
kakushitete barete asette gyakugire? chou dasee yo?
suto kan nondara "sonna no zako" toka
omae no "futsuu" no naka de ikiteinai
hensai shiro oboeten zo? kashita kane kei juumanhassen yen

ayamatte naoru nara ima ayamaru yo "gomennasai"
mae no aiso sugokute damasareteta koro wo enjite kure yo? renkun
"modosenai" wakatteru kedo "modoshitai" kono kimochi dake wa tashika
sono ue de iwasete morau "wakaretai nara ima wakareyou yo? renkun"

sore jaa aichan iwasete moraimasu saikin ore mo kanjiteta mainasu
H suru toki amaerareru toki nekonade koe mitai nan suru no kimoi zo?
"nee kimochii~?" "renkyunshukii" "n~oichi~!" "iyada~pie~n!"
gero hakisou.... yametoke yo ii toshi shite risuka mo yametoke yo
kuimono toka shibutsu wo sa heya ni makichirakasu no mou kanben da
kaji buntan mo shikkari kimeta kara saborazu shokki wa aratte kure yo
ato katte ni "douse atashi nante kawaikunai kara" tte kanchigai shite kireru no yamero ya
kono teinou ga wakannee no ka? oi
kawaii shi seikaku mo ii to omotta kara tsukiatten darou ga yo
omae datte honshou miete kite ore mo chotto omae no koto iya ni natteru yo

kane no koto wa moushiwake nakatta ayamaru yo "gomennasai"
mae ni hoka no onna ga ki ni natta toki ga atta sore mo hontou ni gomen aichan
"modorenai" wakatteru kedo "modoritai" kono kimochi dake wa tashika
sono ue de iwasete morau "wakaretai nara ima wakareyou yo? aichan"

English Translation

I'm already at my limit, I've been holding myself back for forever and now I can't bear it
Our date plans aside for now, I'm gonna tell you everything that I've wanted to say
You're fine with fighting in town, ain't ya? Hey, git ready you small-dick bastard!
I don't know if ya just wanted to do it, but the second we started dating, your attitude's gone to shit
At first everything you earnestly sent over LINE was courteous
And now look, blatantly ignoring unread messages for two days, your cold-heartedness is like dry ice
I get that you're busy; but I'm curious, were you able to grow a pair of boobs?
Sorry for having no tits, tell it straight to my face?
Hiding, getting found out, getting flustered, and now lashing out? That's so lame, y'know?
Drinking a strong can and saying, "That one's such a wimp,"
I'm not living under what's your "normal,"
Give me a refund, do ya remember? The whopping 108,000 yen I gave you

If apologizing is gonna fix this, then right now I'll apologize, "Sorry"
Try acting like all of the affection from earlier was "so good" and that you got tricked, Ren-kun
I understand that "we can't go back," but these feelings of "wanting to go back" are real
But about that, I'm gonna say it, "If you wanna break up, then let's break up right now, Ren-kun?"

Well then Ai-chan, I'm going to say it, lately everything I've felt has gone to shit too
When we're doing it and when I'm spoiling you, your cat-like voice that you do is disgusting, ya know?
"Hey does that feel good?" "I wuv you Ren-kyun" "Mmm~ Yummy~!" "Don't wanna~boo-hoo!"
I'm gonna barf...Stop it already, grow up and stop cutting your wrists
Like leaving food and your belongings all over the room, Sheez, give me a break
We even clearly decided our portions of housework, so wash your dishes without putting them off
Also, cut the hell out of misunderstanding and cutting off the conversation with, "After all, someone like me isn't cute, so..."
Are you really such a dimwit that you don't get it? Hey
I thought that you were cute and you had a good personality so I dated you, didn't I?
After seeing your true nature, I guess even I've started hating you a bit

The money can't be helped, I'll apologize, "Sorry"
Earlier there was a time I had another woman in mind, I'm really sorry for that too, Ai-chan
I got that "we can't go back" but these feelings of "wanting to go back" are real
But about that, I'm gonna say it, "If you wanna break up, then let's break up right now Ai-chan?"

(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z014n0HefDY)