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Toy / Takayan

  • Title: Toy
  • Also Known As: 玩具 , Omocha
  • Composer: Takayan
  • Arranger: Takayan
  • Lyricist: Takayan

"Toy" is the 1st track from the "Toy" digital single released by Takayan. It was released on April 22, 2020.

"Toy" Lyrics

今は出したい自分も隠そう表情も
気持ちがバレないように
棘だらけの掌を無理矢理掴んでる
震える 抱かれてるのに 偏る愛 It’s on me
Kill 自我 見ない 君以外

振り返る 今まで彼は笑った? 一途に恋した中で
一度もないでしょ?そのまま振り向かないよ それが運命
朝が来れば互い他人で 今夜も「好き」と「無気力」と共に
Good night 使い捨ての玩具

行為の時だけ楽しそうにする
「愛されたい」 「遊ばれたい」 二人の自分
変にあなたに絡む異性に
一瞬で嫉妬してしまう自分にも
嫌悪感抱き 馬鹿馬鹿しい
自分だけ勝手に折れて

一方的に愛すのは ただの自己満足だ
頑張り過ぎた所で あなたには伝わらない
求められると「幸せ」を感じてる
何故か癖になってる 魅力だけ輝く
私が浮気してしまえば、
「好きだ」って言ってくれるかな?
結局は居なくても あなたの反応は同じでしょ?

飽き飽きしてる抜け出すための努力
追いかける 在りもしない果ての妄想
さっさと幸せになりたい というか永遠に何も考えたくない
幸せにしたいしされたい 幸せが何か分からない
少し汚くても良いから 少し常識外れで良いから
自分で自分を助けるしかないんだ
早くそのうち 好きな人と笑いながら手を繋げる日を。

今は出したい自分も隠そう表情も
気持ちがバレないように
棘だらけの掌を無理矢理掴んでる
震える 抱かれてるのに 偏る愛 It’s on me
Kill 自我 見ない 君以外

振り返る 今まで彼は笑った? 一途に恋した中で
一度もないでしょ?そのまま振り向かないよ それが運命
朝が来れば互い他人で 今夜も「好き」と「無気力」と共に
Good night 使い捨ての玩具
ima wa dashitai jibun mo kakusou hyoujou mo
kimochi ga barenai you ni
toge darake no tenohira wo muriyari tsukanderu
furueru dakareteru no ni katayoru ai It's on me
Kill jiga minai kimi igai

furikaeru ima made kare wa waratta? ichizu ni koi shita naka de
ichido mo nai desho? sono mama furimukanai yo sore ga sadame
asa ga kureba tagai tanin de konya mo "suki" to "mukiryoku" to tomo ni
Good night tsukaisute no omocha

koui no toki dake tanoshisou ni suru
"aisaretai" "asobaretai" futari no jibun
hen ni anata ni karamu isei ni
isshun de shitto shite shimau jibun ni mo
kenokan daki bakabakashii
jibun dake katte ni orete

ippouteki ni aisu no wa tada no jiko manzoku da
ganbarisugita tokoro de anata ni wa tsutawaranai
motomerareru to "shiawase" wo kanjiteru
naze ka kuse ni natteru miryoku dake kagayaku
watashi ga uwaki shite shimaeba,
"suki da" tte itte kureru kana?
kekkyoku wa inakute mo anata no hannou wa onaji desho?

akiaki shiteru nukedasu tame no doryoku
oikakeruari mo shinai hate no mousou
sassato shiawase ni naritai to iu ka eien ni nanimo kangaetakunai
shiawase ni shitai shi saretai shiawase ga nanika wakaranai
sukoshi kitanakute mo ii kara sukoshi joushiki hazure de ii kara
jibun de jibun wo tasukeru shika nain da
hayaku sono uchi suki na hito to warai nagara te wo tsunageru hi wo.

ima wa dashitai jibun mo kakusou hyoujou mo
kimochi ga barenai you ni
toge darake no tenohira wo muriyari tsukanderu
furueru dakareteru no ni katayoru ai It's on me
Kill jiga minai kimi igai

furikaeru ima made kare wa waratta? ichizu ni koi shita naka de
ichido mo nai desho? sono mama furimukanai yo sore ga sadame
asa ga kureba tagai tanin de konya mo "suki" to "mukiryoku" to tomo ni
Good night tsukaisute no omocha
I want to run away from myself and this expression I conceal
In order for no one to realize how I feel
It's like forcibly gripping thorns with my palm
Even though I'm trembling embracing it, this one sided love It's on me
Kill, my ego can't see anyone but you

Looking back did he ever laugh? When I was wholeheartedly in love
He never did huh? Never turning to look at me, that's fate
If morning comes I'll be with a stranger, and tonight I'm with another dull love
Goodnight, disposable toys 

It's only fun during the act
"I want to be loved" "I want to played with" , my two selves
You curiously entangling with the opposite sex
And within a moment me getting jealous
Embracing these unpleasant feelings, it's so stupid
Breaking me as you please

One sidedly loving is just self satisfaction
My persistence will never reach you
Just from being desired, I feel happy
Somehow it's becoming a habit, only what's charming shines through
If I were to cheat,
I wonder if you'd say you love me?
But in the end even if I weren't here, it's all the same to you

I'm sick of building up the effort to break free
I won't chase after anything, in the end it's delusional
I quickly want to become happy, or more precisely I don't want to think of anything for eternity
I just want to be happy, I don't know what kind of thing happiness is
I don't mind if you're a little dirty, I don't care if you lack common sense
I only have myself to save
Eventually soon will be the day I laugh with the person I love holding hands

I want to run away from myself and this expression I conceal
In order for no one to realize how I feel
It's like forcibly gripping thorns with my palm
Even though I'm trembling embracing it, this one sided love It's on me
Kill, my ego can't see anyone but you

Looking back did he ever laugh? When I was wholeheartedly in love
He never did huh? Never turning to look at me, that's fate
If morning comes I'll be with a stranger, and tonight I'm with another dull love
Goodnight, disposable toys
(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4WsQsRgbls)
Romaji
ima wa dashitai jibun mo kakusou hyoujou mo
kimochi ga barenai you ni
toge darake no tenohira wo muriyari tsukanderu
furueru dakareteru no ni katayoru ai It's on me
Kill jiga minai kimi igai

furikaeru ima made kare wa waratta? ichizu ni koi shita naka de
ichido mo nai desho? sono mama furimukanai yo sore ga sadame
asa ga kureba tagai tanin de konya mo "suki" to "mukiryoku" to tomo ni
Good night tsukaisute no omocha

koui no toki dake tanoshisou ni suru
"aisaretai" "asobaretai" futari no jibun
hen ni anata ni karamu isei ni
isshun de shitto shite shimau jibun ni mo
kenokan daki bakabakashii
jibun dake katte ni orete

ippouteki ni aisu no wa tada no jiko manzoku da
ganbarisugita tokoro de anata ni wa tsutawaranai
motomerareru to "shiawase" wo kanjiteru
naze ka kuse ni natteru miryoku dake kagayaku
watashi ga uwaki shite shimaeba,
"suki da" tte itte kureru kana?
kekkyoku wa inakute mo anata no hannou wa onaji desho?

akiaki shiteru nukedasu tame no doryoku
oikakeruari mo shinai hate no mousou
sassato shiawase ni naritai to iu ka eien ni nanimo kangaetakunai
shiawase ni shitai shi saretai shiawase ga nanika wakaranai
sukoshi kitanakute mo ii kara sukoshi joushiki hazure de ii kara
jibun de jibun wo tasukeru shika nain da
hayaku sono uchi suki na hito to warai nagara te wo tsunageru hi wo.

ima wa dashitai jibun mo kakusou hyoujou mo
kimochi ga barenai you ni
toge darake no tenohira wo muriyari tsukanderu
furueru dakareteru no ni katayoru ai It's on me
Kill jiga minai kimi igai

furikaeru ima made kare wa waratta? ichizu ni koi shita naka de
ichido mo nai desho? sono mama furimukanai yo sore ga sadame
asa ga kureba tagai tanin de konya mo "suki" to "mukiryoku" to tomo ni
Good night tsukaisute no omocha
English
I want to run away from myself and this expression I conceal
In order for no one to realize how I feel
It's like forcibly gripping thorns with my palm
Even though I'm trembling embracing it, this one sided love It's on me
Kill, my ego can't see anyone but you

Looking back did he ever laugh? When I was wholeheartedly in love
He never did huh? Never turning to look at me, that's fate
If morning comes I'll be with a stranger, and tonight I'm with another dull love
Goodnight, disposable toys 

It's only fun during the act
"I want to be loved" "I want to played with" , my two selves
You curiously entangling with the opposite sex
And within a moment me getting jealous
Embracing these unpleasant feelings, it's so stupid
Breaking me as you please

One sidedly loving is just self satisfaction
My persistence will never reach you
Just from being desired, I feel happy
Somehow it's becoming a habit, only what's charming shines through
If I were to cheat,
I wonder if you'd say you love me?
But in the end even if I weren't here, it's all the same to you

I'm sick of building up the effort to break free
I won't chase after anything, in the end it's delusional
I quickly want to become happy, or more precisely I don't want to think of anything for eternity
I just want to be happy, I don't know what kind of thing happiness is
I don't mind if you're a little dirty, I don't care if you lack common sense
I only have myself to save
Eventually soon will be the day I laugh with the person I love holding hands

I want to run away from myself and this expression I conceal
In order for no one to realize how I feel
It's like forcibly gripping thorns with my palm
Even though I'm trembling embracing it, this one sided love It's on me
Kill, my ego can't see anyone but you

Looking back did he ever laugh? When I was wholeheartedly in love
He never did huh? Never turning to look at me, that's fate
If morning comes I'll be with a stranger, and tonight I'm with another dull love
Goodnight, disposable toys
Original
今は出したい自分も隠そう表情も
気持ちがバレないように
棘だらけの掌を無理矢理掴んでる
震える 抱かれてるのに 偏る愛 It’s on me
Kill 自我 見ない 君以外

振り返る 今まで彼は笑った? 一途に恋した中で
一度もないでしょ?そのまま振り向かないよ それが運命
朝が来れば互い他人で 今夜も「好き」と「無気力」と共に
Good night 使い捨ての玩具

行為の時だけ楽しそうにする
「愛されたい」 「遊ばれたい」 二人の自分
変にあなたに絡む異性に
一瞬で嫉妬してしまう自分にも
嫌悪感抱き 馬鹿馬鹿しい
自分だけ勝手に折れて

一方的に愛すのは ただの自己満足だ
頑張り過ぎた所で あなたには伝わらない
求められると「幸せ」を感じてる
何故か癖になってる 魅力だけ輝く
私が浮気してしまえば、
「好きだ」って言ってくれるかな?
結局は居なくても あなたの反応は同じでしょ?

飽き飽きしてる抜け出すための努力
追いかける 在りもしない果ての妄想
さっさと幸せになりたい というか永遠に何も考えたくない
幸せにしたいしされたい 幸せが何か分からない
少し汚くても良いから 少し常識外れで良いから
自分で自分を助けるしかないんだ
早くそのうち 好きな人と笑いながら手を繋げる日を。

今は出したい自分も隠そう表情も
気持ちがバレないように
棘だらけの掌を無理矢理掴んでる
震える 抱かれてるのに 偏る愛 It’s on me
Kill 自我 見ない 君以外

振り返る 今まで彼は笑った? 一途に恋した中で
一度もないでしょ?そのまま振り向かないよ それが運命
朝が来れば互い他人で 今夜も「好き」と「無気力」と共に
Good night 使い捨ての玩具

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