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Suspicion of Happiness / Takayan

  • Title: Suspicion of Happiness
  • Also Known As: 幸せを疑う , Shiawase wo Utagau
  • Performer: Takayan
  • Composer: Takayan
  • Arranger: Takayan
  • Lyricist: Takayan

"Suspicion of Happiness" is the 4th track from the "Happiness and correct answer" album released by Takayan. It was released on February 22, 2020.

"Suspicion of Happiness" Lyrics

hajime dake? naze darou shiawase nanoni
nanika ga sotto hanarete iru ki ga suru torauma de
"oite ikanaide yo" "soba ni itai yo"
kimi wa "daijoubu" tte iu demo
gomen ne, hanshin hangi. mata meguru asa
shitsurei da shiawase wo utagau
wasurete sa shigusa ni iyasareru
tanoshii urahara shinpai datte
iya dakedo sukoshi dake ki wo tsukau

saisho wa shinyuu mitai na kankei
aenakunaru hibi mo afurete
hannou hidoku naru no kowakute hitori de mousou
ai wa oku ga fukakute muzukashii
kyori okeba hippararete kuruwashi
tagai warui mo nai no ni tsugunai
chikazuku to tsukihanasare tari
imi sae mo motomete shimau toki ga aru
me ni wa mienai kanjou no "aishiteru"
kekkyoku kimi no okage de ikireteru
shiawase ni suru shiteiku doryoku
ima made shita egao mo te wo tsunaida koto mo
uso ni naranu you ni oikaketeru zutto akinu you ni

hajime dake? naze darou shiawase nanoni
nanika ga sotto hanarete iru ki ga suru torauma de
"oite ikanaide yo" "soba ni itai yo"
kimi wa "daijoubu" tte iu demo
gomen ne, hanshin hangi. mata meguru asa
shitsurei da shiawase wo utagau
wasurete sa shigusa ni iyasareru
tanoshii urahara shinpai datte
iya dakedo sukoshi dake ki wo tsukau
Just the beginning? I wonder why, I'm happy but
I'm traumatized of something slowly leaving me
"Don't leave me" "I want to be beside you"
You say "It's okay" but
Sorry, I'm half doubting. Morning comes again
It's rude, I'm doubting happiness
I'll forget, I'll feel ease watching you
But behind this fun, I'm worried
So I don't want to but I become a little more mindful

At first our relationship was like best friends
Days without seeing each other overflowed
I get scared of your reactions and imagine about it alone
Love is deep and difficult
If I become distant, you pull me in and get crazy
Nobody is at fault but I apologize
If I become close, you push me away
Sometimes I want to know the meaning
"I love you" is a feeling we can't see
In the end, I'm alive because of you
I'll make you happy, I'll work hard to continue it
All the smiles and holding hands we've done
I'll chase you so it doesn't become a lie, so you don't get bored

Just the beginning? I wonder why, I'm happy but
I'm traumatized of something slowly leaving me
"Don't leave me" "I want to be beside you"
You say "It's okay" but
Sorry, I'm half doubting. Morning comes again
It's rude, I'm doubting happiness
I'll forget, I'll feel ease watching you
But behind this fun, I'm worried
So I don't want to but I become a little more mindful
初めだけ? 何故だろう 幸せなのに
何かがそっと離れている気がする トラウマで
「置いて行かないでよ」「傍にいたいよ」
君は「大丈夫」って言う でも
ごめんね、半信半疑。また巡る朝
失礼だ 幸せを疑う
忘れてさ 仕草に癒やされる
楽しい裏腹 心配だって
嫌だけど少しだけ気を遣う

最初は親友みたいな関係
会えなくなる日々も溢れて
反応酷くなるの 怖くて 独りで妄想
愛は奥が深くて難しい
距離 置けば 引っ張られて 狂わし
互い悪いも無いのに償い
近付くと突き放されたり
意味さえも求めてしまう時が有る
目には見えない感情の「愛してる」
結局 君のお陰で生きれてる
幸せにする していく努力
今までした笑顔も手を繋いだことも
嘘にならぬように 追いかけてる ずっと飽きぬように

初めだけ? 何故だろう 幸せなのに
何かがそっと離れている気がする トラウマで
「置いて行かないでよ」「傍にいたいよ」
君は「大丈夫」って言う でも
ごめんね、半信半疑。また巡る朝
失礼だ 幸せを疑う
忘れてさ 仕草に癒やされる
楽しい裏腹 心配だって
嫌だけど少しだけ気を遣う
Romaji
hajime dake? naze darou shiawase nanoni
nanika ga sotto hanarete iru ki ga suru torauma de
"oite ikanaide yo" "soba ni itai yo"
kimi wa "daijoubu" tte iu demo
gomen ne, hanshin hangi. mata meguru asa
shitsurei da shiawase wo utagau
wasurete sa shigusa ni iyasareru
tanoshii urahara shinpai datte
iya dakedo sukoshi dake ki wo tsukau

saisho wa shinyuu mitai na kankei
aenakunaru hibi mo afurete
hannou hidoku naru no kowakute hitori de mousou
ai wa oku ga fukakute muzukashii
kyori okeba hippararete kuruwashi
tagai warui mo nai no ni tsugunai
chikazuku to tsukihanasare tari
imi sae mo motomete shimau toki ga aru
me ni wa mienai kanjou no "aishiteru"
kekkyoku kimi no okage de ikireteru
shiawase ni suru shiteiku doryoku
ima made shita egao mo te wo tsunaida koto mo
uso ni naranu you ni oikaketeru zutto akinu you ni

hajime dake? naze darou shiawase nanoni
nanika ga sotto hanarete iru ki ga suru torauma de
"oite ikanaide yo" "soba ni itai yo"
kimi wa "daijoubu" tte iu demo
gomen ne, hanshin hangi. mata meguru asa
shitsurei da shiawase wo utagau
wasurete sa shigusa ni iyasareru
tanoshii urahara shinpai datte
iya dakedo sukoshi dake ki wo tsukau
English
Just the beginning? I wonder why, I'm happy but
I'm traumatized of something slowly leaving me
"Don't leave me" "I want to be beside you"
You say "It's okay" but
Sorry, I'm half doubting. Morning comes again
It's rude, I'm doubting happiness
I'll forget, I'll feel ease watching you
But behind this fun, I'm worried
So I don't want to but I become a little more mindful

At first our relationship was like best friends
Days without seeing each other overflowed
I get scared of your reactions and imagine about it alone
Love is deep and difficult
If I become distant, you pull me in and get crazy
Nobody is at fault but I apologize
If I become close, you push me away
Sometimes I want to know the meaning
"I love you" is a feeling we can't see
In the end, I'm alive because of you
I'll make you happy, I'll work hard to continue it
All the smiles and holding hands we've done
I'll chase you so it doesn't become a lie, so you don't get bored

Just the beginning? I wonder why, I'm happy but
I'm traumatized of something slowly leaving me
"Don't leave me" "I want to be beside you"
You say "It's okay" but
Sorry, I'm half doubting. Morning comes again
It's rude, I'm doubting happiness
I'll forget, I'll feel ease watching you
But behind this fun, I'm worried
So I don't want to but I become a little more mindful
Original
初めだけ? 何故だろう 幸せなのに
何かがそっと離れている気がする トラウマで
「置いて行かないでよ」「傍にいたいよ」
君は「大丈夫」って言う でも
ごめんね、半信半疑。また巡る朝
失礼だ 幸せを疑う
忘れてさ 仕草に癒やされる
楽しい裏腹 心配だって
嫌だけど少しだけ気を遣う

最初は親友みたいな関係
会えなくなる日々も溢れて
反応酷くなるの 怖くて 独りで妄想
愛は奥が深くて難しい
距離 置けば 引っ張られて 狂わし
互い悪いも無いのに償い
近付くと突き放されたり
意味さえも求めてしまう時が有る
目には見えない感情の「愛してる」
結局 君のお陰で生きれてる
幸せにする していく努力
今までした笑顔も手を繋いだことも
嘘にならぬように 追いかけてる ずっと飽きぬように

初めだけ? 何故だろう 幸せなのに
何かがそっと離れている気がする トラウマで
「置いて行かないでよ」「傍にいたいよ」
君は「大丈夫」って言う でも
ごめんね、半信半疑。また巡る朝
失礼だ 幸せを疑う
忘れてさ 仕草に癒やされる
楽しい裏腹 心配だって
嫌だけど少しだけ気を遣う

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