back number - Size of the Kaiju Lyrics + English Translation

aa sorya maa sou da na
boku janai yo na
soshite kimi wa unmei doori ni
douka soitsu to fushiawase ni

tte sore wa joudan demo
itsuka dokka de
yappari boku ni shitokeba yokatta na
nante omou hi wa konai darou na

douse nara motto jibun katte ni
kimi wo omoeba yokatta

boku no mune no naka ni iru
kaijuu no saizu wo
itsu datte tsutaesokonete shimau kedo
kimi ga mita no wa hon no ichibu da

nanimo kowasu koto ga dekizu ni
tachitsukushita kaijuu ga
boku no mannaka ni kyou mo jindotte
sakenderun da
iya da! iya da! kimi wo yokose! tte

aa kimi ni koi wo shite sa
kirawaretakunakute sa
kizukeba tada no omoshirokunai hito ni
chigatta sore wa moto kara datta

baka na boku mo yasashii boku mo
kizu mo kiba mo zurui to komo
zenbu misenakucha dame datta na

boku no mune no naka ni aru
kimiate no tegami wa
saigo made watashisobire tsuzuketa kedo
hontou wa kessaku soroi nan da yo

boku no ude no naka ni sasou
tada yuiitsu no aizu wa
gojira mo negon datte boku datte
chigai wa nain da
iya da! iya da! kimi wo yokose! tte
ieba yokatta

Ah, well of course you chose him
Instead of me
As is your fate, you can go on
To live unhappily ever after with him

Just kidding
But someday somewhere
You might realize that you should have chosen me
But then again, maybe not

If it was going to be like this, I should have been more selfish
About being in love with you

I always miss the chance to tell you
The size of the kaiju inside my heart
How huge it really is
What you saw was only a portion

There’s a kaiju in there
Just standing frozen
Not being able to destroy anything
And hollering from the center of my body he occupies
“No! No!” He says, “Give her to me!”

Yeah, when I fell for you
I didn’t want you to hate me
So that fear turned me into some boring guy
No, actually I’ve been dull since before I met you

The silly me and kind me, my scars and fangs
And the dishonest me
I guess I should have shown you every part of me

All the letters I wrote to you
They’re still inside my heart
And now it’s too late to give them to you
But each of them was a masterpiece

The only signal I can send you
To get you into my arms
Must be the same
For Godzilla, Kanegon, or me
“No! No!”
I should have hollered, “Give her to me!”