AliA – realize Lyrics + English Translation

“realize” is the 1st track from the “realize” album released by AliA. It was released on September 18, 2019.

Details

• Title: realize
• Genre: Rock
• Language: Japanese
• Released: September 18, 2019
• Performer: AliA
• Composer: AYAME
• Lyricist: AYAME

Lyrics

kizuite yo boku wa koko ni iru
onegai boku wo shinasenaide

nee yurushite
ima nani omou no?
aeru ka na tte?
sonna no muri da yo na
kietai mou koroshitai
nanimo mienakatta boku wo
yurushite yurusenai yo na

konna hazu ja nakatta
"mou dame da"
kono mama isso kietai kedo

kizuite yo boku wa koko ni iru
furihodokareta te ni mata te wo nobashite
oboeteite sore dake de ii kara
mata boku wo shinasenaide

taisetsu na mono koko ni atte
"suteru nante baka datta." tte omou daro?
nakushita mono ga nanika tte
sagasu no? imasara?

konna boku suki ni narenakute
demo sukoshi dake shinjite mitakute
tozashita kotoba omoidashite
boku nari no kotoba wo sakebu kara

konna hazu ja nakatta
"mou dame da"
kono mama isso kietai kedo

kizuiteita
boku wo ichiban ni aishite kureta hito
tsuredashite kureta hito
ano hibi wo sotto mune ni kizande
boku wa koko kara arukidaseru

boku wa wasurenai wasurenaide
konna boku wo yurushite

English Translation

Realize that I'm here
Please, don't delete me

Please forgive me
What is in your mind?
Wondering if we could see each other?
No, I know it's impossible...
I want to kill myself and disappear
Please forgive that I couldn't see anything
I know you won't...

This is not how it's supposed to be
I can't take this anymore
I might as well disappear

Please realize that I'm here
I stretched my hand again, which you've shaken off
Please remember me, that's all I want
Don't delete me again

You'll think it's crazy to throw away the important thing
even though it had always been there
Would I search for what I've lost?
At this point of time?

I couldn't love myself like this
But slightly I wanna try to believe
Remember the words I've closed
and scream it out in my way

This is not how it's supposed to be
I can't take this anymore
I might as well disappear

I was aware of you
the one who loved me the most
the one who took me out of here
I will engrave these days softly in my memory
and will be able to start walking from here

I won't forget, no never
Please forgive me for being like this

(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqKQ2_oexXM)