amehurashi - Pretender Lyrics + English Translation

"Pretender" is the 1st track from the "Pretender" digital single released by amehurashi. It was released on January 15, 2022.

Lyrics

Lyrics for Pretender by amehurashi.

私 わたしごっこなんて 嫌だよ
けど嫌われるのが怖いの
空っぽの私だ いっそ消えてしまいたいんだ

君に私 言えないよね 友達のふりだって
「ずっと一緒だよね」なんて 嘘をついて
平気に笑ってんだ

無難な相槌 話題も合わせて ほら 今日も楽しいね
苦笑いが 沈黙が 怖いから
ヘラヘラと生きてんだ

だけど器用には笑えなくて
しがみついて 不安で 生きる意味ってなに?
誰かと過ごした今日さえ ひとりぼっちみたいだね

私 わたしごっこなんて ああ もう無理だよ
正解の笑顔を 話題を 共感を 誰か教えてよ
どうせ 私らしい私なんてさ ほら惨めな弱虫だから
また仲間はずれでしょ?
空っぽの私だ いっそ消えてしまいたいんだ

君に私 言えないよね 本音は飲み込んじゃって
痛い奴だ 面倒な奴だって 嫌われるのがオチなんだ

ほら 誰も私を見てはいなくて
しゃがみ込んだ時には おいていかれて
平気な顔を作るのさえ 出来ないくらいに もう疲れちゃった

私 わたしごっこなんて ああ もう無理だよ
友達さえ 誰ひとり信じれない 自分が嫌なの
どうせ 私らしい私なんてさ 誰も求めちゃくれないから
また仲間はずれだよ ひとりぼっちだ
ひとりぼっちで 惨めな私なんだ
watashi watashi gokko nante iya da yo
kedo kirawareru no ga kowai no
karappo no watashi da isso kiete shimaitain da

kimi ni watashi ienai yo ne tomodachi no furi datte
"zutto issho da yo ne" nante uso wo tsuite
heiki ni waratten da

bunan na aizuchi wadai mo awasete hora kyou mo tanoshii ne
nigawarai ga chinmoku ga kowai kara
herahera to ikiten da

dakedo kiyou ni wa waraenakute
shigamitsuite fuan de ikiru imi tte nani?
dareka to sugoshita kyou sae hitoribocchi mitai da ne

watashi watashi gokko nante aa mou muri da yo
seikai no egao wo wadai wo kyoukan wo dareka oshiete yo
douse watashirashii watashi nante sa hora mijime na yowamushi dakara
mata nakama hazure desho?
karappo no watashi da isso kiete shimaitain da

kimi ni watashi ienai yo ne honne wa nomikonjatte
itai yatsu da mendou na yatsu datte kirawareru no ga ochi nan da

hora daremo watashi wo mite wa inakute
shagamikonda toki ni wa oite ikarete
heiki na kao wo tsukuru no sae dekinai kurai ni mou tsukarechatta

watashi watashi gokko nante aa mou muri da yo
tomodachi sae dare hitori shinjirenai jibun ga iya na no
douse watashirashii watashi nante sa daremo motomecha kurenai kara
mata nakama hazure da yo hitoribocchi da
hitoribocchi de mijime na watashi nan da
I hate pretending to be me
But I'm afraid to be hated
I'm empty
I want to disappear

I can't tell you
It's pretending to be a friend
I lied, "You're always together."
I pretended to be laughing calmly

Safe conversation
Providing a topic that everyone likes
You see, it's fun today
I'm afraid of bitter smiles and silence
I'm Pretender

But I can't laugh dexterously
What does it mean to cling and live with anxiety?
I'm spending time with someone again today
But it's like being alone

I'm the limit of pretender
Please tell me the correct smile, the topic, and the empathy.
Because "real me" is a sissy
I'm afraid to be left out again
I'm empty
I want to disappear

I can't tell you
I swallow my true intentions
If I show my true self, I'll be treated as a nuisance
And I will be hated by everyone

I see, no one is looking at me
When I stop, I'm left behind
I can't even be a pretender anymore
I'm tired already

I'm the limit of pretender
I can't even believe my friends. I hate myself
No one wants me to be real
I'm out of the group again
I'm always alone
I'm alone and miserable
Original
私 わたしごっこなんて 嫌だよ
けど嫌われるのが怖いの
空っぽの私だ いっそ消えてしまいたいんだ

君に私 言えないよね 友達のふりだって
「ずっと一緒だよね」なんて 嘘をついて
平気に笑ってんだ

無難な相槌 話題も合わせて ほら 今日も楽しいね
苦笑いが 沈黙が 怖いから
ヘラヘラと生きてんだ

だけど器用には笑えなくて
しがみついて 不安で 生きる意味ってなに?
誰かと過ごした今日さえ ひとりぼっちみたいだね

私 わたしごっこなんて ああ もう無理だよ
正解の笑顔を 話題を 共感を 誰か教えてよ
どうせ 私らしい私なんてさ ほら惨めな弱虫だから
また仲間はずれでしょ?
空っぽの私だ いっそ消えてしまいたいんだ

君に私 言えないよね 本音は飲み込んじゃって
痛い奴だ 面倒な奴だって 嫌われるのがオチなんだ

ほら 誰も私を見てはいなくて
しゃがみ込んだ時には おいていかれて
平気な顔を作るのさえ 出来ないくらいに もう疲れちゃった

私 わたしごっこなんて ああ もう無理だよ
友達さえ 誰ひとり信じれない 自分が嫌なの
どうせ 私らしい私なんてさ 誰も求めちゃくれないから
また仲間はずれだよ ひとりぼっちだ
ひとりぼっちで 惨めな私なんだ
Romaji
watashi watashi gokko nante iya da yo
kedo kirawareru no ga kowai no
karappo no watashi da isso kiete shimaitain da

kimi ni watashi ienai yo ne tomodachi no furi datte
"zutto issho da yo ne" nante uso wo tsuite
heiki ni waratten da

bunan na aizuchi wadai mo awasete hora kyou mo tanoshii ne
nigawarai ga chinmoku ga kowai kara
herahera to ikiten da

dakedo kiyou ni wa waraenakute
shigamitsuite fuan de ikiru imi tte nani?
dareka to sugoshita kyou sae hitoribocchi mitai da ne

watashi watashi gokko nante aa mou muri da yo
seikai no egao wo wadai wo kyoukan wo dareka oshiete yo
douse watashirashii watashi nante sa hora mijime na yowamushi dakara
mata nakama hazure desho?
karappo no watashi da isso kiete shimaitain da

kimi ni watashi ienai yo ne honne wa nomikonjatte
itai yatsu da mendou na yatsu datte kirawareru no ga ochi nan da

hora daremo watashi wo mite wa inakute
shagamikonda toki ni wa oite ikarete
heiki na kao wo tsukuru no sae dekinai kurai ni mou tsukarechatta

watashi watashi gokko nante aa mou muri da yo
tomodachi sae dare hitori shinjirenai jibun ga iya na no
douse watashirashii watashi nante sa daremo motomecha kurenai kara
mata nakama hazure da yo hitoribocchi da
hitoribocchi de mijime na watashi nan da
English
I hate pretending to be me
But I'm afraid to be hated
I'm empty
I want to disappear

I can't tell you
It's pretending to be a friend
I lied, "You're always together."
I pretended to be laughing calmly

Safe conversation
Providing a topic that everyone likes
You see, it's fun today
I'm afraid of bitter smiles and silence
I'm Pretender

But I can't laugh dexterously
What does it mean to cling and live with anxiety?
I'm spending time with someone again today
But it's like being alone

I'm the limit of pretender
Please tell me the correct smile, the topic, and the empathy.
Because "real me" is a sissy
I'm afraid to be left out again
I'm empty
I want to disappear

I can't tell you
I swallow my true intentions
If I show my true self, I'll be treated as a nuisance
And I will be hated by everyone

I see, no one is looking at me
When I stop, I'm left behind
I can't even be a pretender anymore
I'm tired already

I'm the limit of pretender
I can't even believe my friends. I hate myself
No one wants me to be real
I'm out of the group again
I'm always alone
I'm alone and miserable

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