Sou - Kokoronashi Lyrics + English Translation

ねぇ、もしも全て投げ捨てられたら
笑って生きることが楽になるの？
また胸が痛くなるから
もう何も言わないでよ

ねぇ、もしも全て忘れられたなら
泣かないで生きることも楽になるの？
でもそんな事出来ないから
もう何も見せないでよ

君にどれだけ近づいても
僕の心臓は一つだけ

酷いよ酷いよ、もういっそ僕の体を
壊して引き裂いて好きなようにしてよ
叫んで藻掻いて瞼を腫らしても
まだ君は僕の事を抱きしめて離さない
もういいよ

ねぇ、もしも僕の願いが叶うなら
君と同じものが欲しいんだ
でも僕には存在しないから
じゃあせめて此処に来てよ

君にどれだけ愛されても
僕の心臓は一つだけ

やめてよやめてよ、優しくしないでよ
どうしても僕には理解ができないよ
痛いよ痛いよ、言葉で教えてよ
こんなの知らないよ
独りにしないで

酷いよ酷いよ、もういっそ僕の体を
壊して引き裂いて好きなようにしてよ
叫んで藻掻いて瞼を腫らしても
まだ君は僕の事を抱きしめて離さない
もういいよ

ねぇ、もしも僕に心があるなら
どうやってそれを見つければいいの？
少し微笑んで君が言う
「それはね、ここにあるよ」

nee, moshimo subete nagesuteraretara
waratte ikiru koto ga raku ni naru no?
mata mune ga itaku naru kara
mou nanimo iwanaide yo

nee, moshimo subete wasurerareta nara
nakanaide ikiru koto mo raku ni naru no?
demo sonna koto dekinai kara
mou nanimo misenaide yo

kimi ni dore dake chikazuite mo
boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake

hidoi yo hidoi yo, mou isso boku no karada wo
kowashite hikisaite suki na you ni shite yo
sakende mogaite mabuta wo harashite mo
mada kimi wa boku no koto wo dakishimete hanasanai
mou ii yo

nee, moshimo boku no negai ga kanau nara
kimi to onaji mono ga hoshiin da
demo boku ni wa sonzai shinai kara
jaa semete koko ni kite yo

kimi ni dore dake aisarete mo
boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake

yamete yo yamete yo, yasashiku shinaide yo
doushite mo boku ni wa rikai ga dekinai yo
itai yo itai yo, kotoba de oshiete yo
konna no shiranai yo
hitori ni shinaide

hidoi yo hidoi yo, mou isso boku no karada wo
kowashite hikisaite suki na you ni shite yo
sakende mogaite mabuta wo harashite mo
mada kimi wa boku no koto wo dakishimete hanasanai
mou ii yo

nee, moshimo boku ni kokoro ga aru nara
douyatte sore wo mitsukereba ii no?
sukoshi hohoende kimi ga iu
"sore wa ne, koko ni aru yo"

If I could throw everything away
Would it be easy to live my life laughing?
Don't say any more words
'cause It would hurt my heart again

If I could forget everything
Would it be easy to live without tears?
But I can't do that
Don't show me anything anymore

No matter how close I get to you
I only got one heart

Too bad, too bad, please tear up
Please tear up my body, do whatever you like
Shouting, struggling, eyelids swelling
Yet you hold me tight and never let me go
I had enough

If my wish could come true
I want what you have
But I don't have it
So I want you to be here at least

No matter how much you love me
I only got one heart

Stop, stop, don't be nice to me
I can't understand
It hurts, hurts, tell me
I don't know about this
Don't leave me alone

Too bad, too bad, please tear up
Please tear up my body, do whatever you like
Shouting, struggling, eyelids swelling
Yet you hold me tight & never let me go
I had enough

If I had a heart
How could I find it?
With a little smirk you say
"You have it... here"