syudou - Kareshi no Juudo Lyrics + English Translation

kekkyoku wa tsumikasanarya kantan ni
sono kokoro mo ganchuugochuu ga barerubareru
shitta koccha kimekome do mo zenzen de
tada ugokanu butteki shouko no mae muimi

isshou kodomo no gaidansu
komatte shimau no mo shikata ga nai
shisshou otona wa ai hansuru
mou niyaketa furi shite kokoro wa yureteita

dareka no kotoba ja mitasarenai
anata wo matteru boku ga irun da
futari wa towa ni wa tsunagarenai
"mamotte itai toka namenaide"
itami dake ga aoku sunde

suttamonda sorya ikiterya zenzen aru
sono tsudo settai ai uon chuu nadameru randebuu
kekka kyou mo kite enjoichuu
sono zenbu ga zenbu kuzureru mae no hibi

ano hi ano toki ano basho no kaerimichi ni wa
sou anna mon ga kaeru shoppu wa hitotsu da tte nai
shinnai kao shite gangan suu
maa yoyuu wo kamasedo hiza wa furueteita

namami no kotoba ja ikasarenai
ana tada dondon fuete ikun da
"jibun no futsuu de ikite miru"
chikatta hi tottoto aketan da
shita ni sashita juugo geiji

dareka no kotoba ja mitasarenai
anata wo matteru boku ga irun da
futari wa towa ni wa tsunagarenai
"mamotte itai toka namenaide"
demo demo anata mo hitori ja ikirarenai
wakatte damatteru boku wa iru da
"futsuka mo sugitara ochitsuku sa"
houtte kuru tte furikaetta
senaka ga futo atsuku natta
tsunda

After all, it's easy for things to pile up
That heart and the apple of your eye will be found out, exposed
Acting as if it's none of my business, not at all
It's just meaningless in the face of irrefutable physical evidence

The kind of guidance for a child for an entire lifetime
It's unavoidable to feel troubled
An adult laughing at an inappropriate time is contradictory
Already pretended to grin when my heart was wavering

I can't be satisfied with someone else's words
I'm here waiting for you
The two of us won't be tied together for eternity
"I want to protect you, and such lines, don't underestimate me"
Only pain is clear and blue

Heated arguments, well if you're living then that totally happens
That kind of entertainment every time, a soothing rendezvous, I want you
As a result, I'm wearing Gelato Pique while enjoying today too
All of those on the days before it all came crashing down

On the way home on that day, that time, that place
That's right, there's not a single shop where you can buy that kind of thing
I put on a face like I'm clueless and smoke like a ton of bricks
Well, even if I try my best to have composure, my knees were shaking

Raw words won't keep me alive
I just keep on multiplying holes
"I'll try to live in a way that comes natural to me"
The day I made that vow, I quickly opened it up
The 15 gauge I pierced on my tongue

I can't be satisfied with someone else's words
I'm here waiting for you
The two of us won't be tied together for eternity
"I want to protect you, and such lines, don't underestimate me"
But, but, you also can't live all by yourself
Knowing that, you keep your mouth shut, I'm pathological
"You'll calm down after two days pass"
I turned around, about to leave
My back suddenly felt hot
I'm screwed