Atarayo - Juugatsu Mukuchi na Kimi wo Wasureru

「おはよ。朝だよ。朝っていうかもう昼だけど。
私もう時間だから行くね。今までありがとう。
バイバイ。」

「最後くらいこっち見てよ。」

こうなってしまうことは
本当は最初から
分かりきっていたはずだったのに
変わってしまうのなら
終わりがあるなら
初めから何も要らなかったのに

ごめんねが痛いから
さよならが辛いから
涙が染みるから
下を向いて歩いていたのに
君が笑いかけるから
こんなに痛いなら
知りたくなかったよ
優しさなんて

君はいつだって
なんにも言わないくせに
顔にはよく出るから
正解ばかり探して
暗中模索の日々
正直もう疲れたの

すがりついていた君の思い出は
思ったより
簡単に崩れてしまったから
このままじゃダメなことくらいは
分かってた
だけど　だけど　何一つ
変えられなかった

ごめんねが痛いから
さよならが辛いから
涙が染みるから
下を向いて歩いていたのに
君が笑いかけるから
こんなに痛いなら
知りたくなかったよ
優しさなんて

今すぎた時に何かができるなら
このままの僕に何かが変えられるわけが無いのに

ごめんねが痛いのは
さよならが辛いのは
全部君のせいだ

ごめんねが痛いのに
さよならが辛いのに
涙が染みるのに
君を忘れられなくて
こんなに痛いのは
さよならをしたから
分かっていたのに
涙が出るんだ

知りたくなんてなかったこと
沢山くれた幸せも
忘れない　忘れない　忘れられないよ

"ohayo. asa da yo. asa tte iu ka mou hiru dakedo.
watashi mou jikan dakara iku ne. ima made arigatou.
baibai."

"saigo kurai kocchi mite yo."

kou natte shimau koto wa
hontou wa saisho kara
wakarikitteita hazu datta no ni
kawatte shimau no nara
owari ga aru nara
hajime kara nanimo iranakatta no ni

gomen ne ga itai kara
sayonara ga tsurai kara
namida ga shimiru kara
shita wo muite aruiteita no ni
kimi ga waraikakeru kara
konna ni itai nara
shiritaku nakatta yo
yasashisa nante

kimi wa itsu datte
nannimo iwanai kuse ni
kao ni wa yoku deru kara
seikai bakari sagashite
anchuu mosaku no hibi
shoujiki mou tsukareta no

sugaritsuiteita kimi no omoide wa
omotta yori
kantan ni kuzurete shimatta kara
kono mama ja dame na koto kurai wa
wakatteta
dakedo dakedo nani hitotsu
kaerare nakatta

gomen ne ga itai kara
sayonara ga tsurai kara
namida ga shimiru kara
shita wo muite aruiteita no ni
kimi ga waraikakeru kara
konna ni itai nara
shiritaku nakatta yo
yasashisa nante

ima sugita toki ni nanika ga dekiru nara
kono mama no boku ni nanika ga kaerareru wake ga nai no ni

gomen ne ga itai no wa
sayonara ga tsurai no wa
zenbu kimi no sei da

gomen ne ga itai no ni
sayonara ga tsurai no ni
namida ga shimiru no ni
kimi wo wasurerarenakute
konna ni itai no wa
sayonara wo shita kara
wakatteita no ni
namida ga derun da

shiritaku nante nakatta koto
takusan kureta shiawase mo
wasurenai wasurenai wasurerarenai yo

"Good morning. It's morning. Actually, it's noon.
It's time I got going. Thank you for everything.
Bye-bye."

"Why don't you look at me one last time?"

That it would end this way
From the start, I actually
Understood that all too well but
If things are to change
If things are to end
I didn't want anything to begin with

Since sorries are painful
Since goodbyes are hard
Since tears sting
I'd been looking down as I walked
But you smiled at me
Had I known how painful it would be
I never would have wanted
Kindness

Even though you always
Didn't say anything
Your expression said it all
Always looking for the right answers
Days of searching in the darkness
Truth is, I'm sick of it

Memories of you that clung to me
More than I imagined
They crumbled away so easily
That things had to change
I knew
But, but, not one thing
Could I change

Since sorries are painful
Since goodbyes are hard
Since tears sting
I'd been looking down as I walked
But you smiled at me
Had I known how painful it would be
I never would have wanted
Kindness

If there was something I could do to change the past
Although there's nothing I can do if I remain the same

Sorries are painful because
Goodbyes are hard because
It's all your fault

Even though sorries are painful
Even though goodbyes are hard
Even though tears sting
I can't forget you and
I'm in so much pain because
We said goodbye
I knew it was inevitable
But the tears come anyway

Things I didn't want to know
The abundance of happiness you gave me
I won't forget, won't forget, I can't forget