TUYU - It Might Be Painful, but I Still Love It. Lyrics + English Translation

大切なものを
守りたくて　守りたくて
辛くたって　弱くたって
アタシには立ち止まる選択肢はない
走って　走って　走ってるけど
それじゃ、ダメなの？

誰に願ったって叶いやしない
派手な痛み　圧に
酷く　強く
耐えて　だけど
全部守るって
覚悟決めた　あの日の涙には
嘘なんて　嘘なんて
証明だって出来るから

「出来ないでしょ。」
じゃあ、正義は何処に在るの？

無力　小さな手
何一つ　掴めないで馬鹿だね

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消えちゃえばどれだけ楽だろうか
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そこには地獄だけが待っていた
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アタシが守るからね　大丈夫
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ずっと独りで身を削って
壊れそうでも
「決めたから」
傷つけど、愛してる。

大切なものを
守りたくて　守りたくて

大切なものを
守りたくて　守りたくて

大切なものを
許したくて　許せなくて

怖くたって　痛くたって
アタシには立ち止まる選択肢はない
走って　走って　走ってるけど
それじゃ、ダメなの？

それじゃ、ダメなの？

誰に願ったって叶いやしない
派手な痛み　雨に
打たれ　呑まれ
泣いて　だけど
全部守るって
覚悟決めた　あの日の涙には
嘘なんて　嘘なんて
だから笑っていつかまた
「抱きしめて」
想いは届きやしないけど

今は　小さな手
仲間とね　合わせて一つにして

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元に戻ることは無いけれど
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ずっと独りで塞ぎ込んで
壊れないように
「同じだね」
傷つけど、愛してる。

taisetsu na mono wo
mamoritakute mamoritakute
tsuraku tatte yowaku tatte
atashi ni wa tachidomaru sentakushi wa nai
hashitte hashitte hashitteru kedo
sore ja, dame na no?

dare ni negattatte kanai ya shinai
hade na itami atsu ni
hidoku tsuyoku
taete dakedo
zenbu mamoru tte
kakugo kimeta ano hi no namida ni wa
uso nante uso nante
shoumei datte dekiru kara

“dekinai desho.”
jaa, seigi wa doko ni aru no?

muryoku chiisana te
nani hitotsu tsukamenaide baka da ne

zenbu zenbu
kiechaeba dore dake raku darou ka
zenbu zenbu
soko ni wa jigoku dake ga matteita
zenbu zenbu
atashi ga mamoru kara ne daijoubu
zenbu zenbu zenbu

zutto hitori de mi wo kezutte
kowaresou demo
“kimeta kara”
kizutsu kedo, aishiteru.

taisetsu na mono wo
mamoritakute mamoritakute

taisetsu na mono wo
mamoritakute mamoritakute

taisetsu na mono wo
yurushitakute yurusenakute

kowaku tatte itaku tatte
atashi ni wa tachidomaru sentakushi wa nai
hashitte hashitte hashitteru kedo
sore ja, dame na no?

sore ja, dame na no?

dare ni negattatte kanai ya shinai
hade na itami ame ni
utare nomare
naite dakedo
zenbu mamoru tte
kakugo kimeta ano hi no namida ni wa
uso nante uso nante
dakara waratte itsuka mata
“dakishimete”
omoi wa todoki ya shinai kedo

ima wa chiisana te
nakama to ne awasete hitotsu ni shite

zenbu zenbu
moto ni modoru koto wa nai keredo
zenbu zenbu zenbu

zutto hitori de fusagikonde
kowarenai you ni
“onaji da ne”
kizutsu kedo, aishiteru.

The important things
I wanted to protect, I wanted to protect
whether I’m suffering, or I’m weak
for me, staying still is not an option
I’m running, and running, and running
but is that, wrong?

It won’t come true no matter who I wish upon
Through extravagant pains and pressures
with struggles and with strength
I withstood, but
in the tears I shed the day
that I decided to protect it all
how can there be lies, how can there be lies?
I can prove myself I swear

“There’s no way you can.”
Then, where does justice live?

What a helpless small hand
So stupid, how it can’t grab a single thing

Everything, everything
How easy would it be if it all disappeared
Everything, everything
and there, there was only hell awaiting.
Everything, everything
it’ll be I who protect it all so don’t worry
Everything, everything, everything

Forever scratching myself away, all alone
even at the brink of breaking
“because I decided so”
It might be painful, but I still love it.

The important things
I wanted to protect, I wanted to protect

The important things
I wanted to protect, I wanted to protect

The important things
I wanted to forgive, but I couldn’t forgive

Whether I am scared, or in pain
for me, staying still is not an option
I’m running, and running, and running
but is that, wrong?

Is that, wrong?

It won’t come true no matter who I wish upon
By extravagant pains and rain
I was hit, and swallowed
and I was in tears, but
in the tears I shed the day
that I decided to protect it all
how can there be lies, how can there be lies?
So I must smile it up, and one day
“embrace it again”
though the feelings won’t come across

Right now, I take the small hands
and with my companions, put them together and make it one

Everything, everything
will never return to how it was,
Everything, everything, everything

Forever blocking it out, all alone
so that it won’t break
“it’s still the same”
It might be painful, but I still love it.