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Takayan

I Don’t Want to Be Jealous Anymore / Takayan

  • Title: I Don't Want to Be Jealous Anymore
  • Also Known As: 嫉妬する自分がクズすぎる , Shitto Suru Jibun ga Kuzu Sugiru
  • Composer: Takayan
  • Arranger: Takayan
  • Lyricist: Takayan

"I Don't Want to Be Jealous Anymore" is the 1st track from the "I Don't Want to Be Jealous Anymore" digital single released by Takayan. It was released on May 16, 2020.

"I Don't Want to Be Jealous Anymore" Lyrics

ねぇ、どうして?聞いてないよ
僕の好きな人さえ奪っていくから
クソが、嫉妬だけしかできない
好きな人は帰って来ないままで。

ただでさえ陰キャラなのに心では
大量の文句と憎しみ達がずっと自分と戦ってる
何故か周りは大きく見えて
頭の中では愚痴だけで絡まってる

誰にでもあるものなの?
自分自身を消しちゃいたいよ
欲しい物が分かるけど手に入らない物は辛いよ
「羨ましい」って言いたくねえ
カスいプライドを持つ自分を殺してえ
ハンカチを噛む姿は誰も知らない

でもね、立ち向かうよ
無理しながらでもさ 笑って 奪い取る
クソが、泣く事もできない
そっちの方が人間臭くて良い!

自己中に生きていいの。
隠して生きている君が好きだから
ダッセぇならダッセぇなりに
意地悪なバイブスで突っ走れ
性悪なまま、ずっと隠したままで。

殺すように恨む
nee, doushite? kiitenai yo
boku no suki na hito sae ubatteiku kara
kuso ga, shitto dake shika dekinai
suki na hito wa kaette konai mama de.

tada de sae kage kyara nanoni kokoro de wa
tairyou no monku to nikushimitachi ga zutto jibun to tatakatteru
naze ka mawari wa ookiku miete
atama no naka de wa guchi dake de karamatteru

dare ni demo aru mono na no?
jibun jishin wo keshichaitai yo
hoshii mono ga wakaru kedo te ni hairanai mono wa tsurai yo
"urayamashii" tte iitaku nee
kasui puraido wo motsu jibun wo koroshite e
hankachi wo kamu sugata wa daremo shiranai

demo ne, tachimukau yo
murishi nagara demo sa waratte ubaitoru
kuso ga, naku koto mo dekinai
socchi no hou ga ningen kusakute ii!

jikochuu ni ikite ii no.
kakushite ikiteiru kimi ga suki dakara
dassee nara dasse nari ni
ijiwaru na baibusu de tsuppashire
shouwaru na mama, zutto kakushita mama de.

korosu you ni uramu
Hey, why?  Unbelievable.
Steal my favorite person away.
Shit, all I can do is to feel jealous.
My favorite person will not come back anymore.

Though I am gloomy,
Complaints and hatreds fight against each others in my heart forever.
Somehow, problems around me enlarges. 
My head is entangled with moans.

Does this happen to everyone?
That I want to erase myself.
Although I know what I want, it’s impossible to pursue.
Don’t want to say the word "ENVY".
Want to kill myself of having stupid thing like pride.
No one knows how I bite the handkerchief and feel jealous.

But I’ll still move forward.
Laugh reluctantly and try to seize it.
Shit, can’t even cry.
You can act like a human, how great you are!

Live in my own life.
Will hide it and live, because I love you.
Crap, holy crap.
Live through my life with those bad vibes.
Wicked, and will stay it hidden forever.

I want to kill.... Resentment....
(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dcj1b3vMvM)
Romaji
nee, doushite? kiitenai yo
boku no suki na hito sae ubatteiku kara
kuso ga, shitto dake shika dekinai
suki na hito wa kaette konai mama de.

tada de sae kage kyara nanoni kokoro de wa
tairyou no monku to nikushimitachi ga zutto jibun to tatakatteru
naze ka mawari wa ookiku miete
atama no naka de wa guchi dake de karamatteru

dare ni demo aru mono na no?
jibun jishin wo keshichaitai yo
hoshii mono ga wakaru kedo te ni hairanai mono wa tsurai yo
"urayamashii" tte iitaku nee
kasui puraido wo motsu jibun wo koroshite e
hankachi wo kamu sugata wa daremo shiranai

demo ne, tachimukau yo
murishi nagara demo sa waratte ubaitoru
kuso ga, naku koto mo dekinai
socchi no hou ga ningen kusakute ii!

jikochuu ni ikite ii no.
kakushite ikiteiru kimi ga suki dakara
dassee nara dasse nari ni
ijiwaru na baibusu de tsuppashire
shouwaru na mama, zutto kakushita mama de.

korosu you ni uramu
English
Hey, why?  Unbelievable.
Steal my favorite person away.
Shit, all I can do is to feel jealous.
My favorite person will not come back anymore.

Though I am gloomy,
Complaints and hatreds fight against each others in my heart forever.
Somehow, problems around me enlarges. 
My head is entangled with moans.

Does this happen to everyone?
That I want to erase myself.
Although I know what I want, it’s impossible to pursue.
Don’t want to say the word "ENVY".
Want to kill myself of having stupid thing like pride.
No one knows how I bite the handkerchief and feel jealous.

But I’ll still move forward.
Laugh reluctantly and try to seize it.
Shit, can’t even cry.
You can act like a human, how great you are!

Live in my own life.
Will hide it and live, because I love you.
Crap, holy crap.
Live through my life with those bad vibes.
Wicked, and will stay it hidden forever.

I want to kill.... Resentment....
Original
ねぇ、どうして?聞いてないよ
僕の好きな人さえ奪っていくから
クソが、嫉妬だけしかできない
好きな人は帰って来ないままで。

ただでさえ陰キャラなのに心では
大量の文句と憎しみ達がずっと自分と戦ってる
何故か周りは大きく見えて
頭の中では愚痴だけで絡まってる

誰にでもあるものなの?
自分自身を消しちゃいたいよ
欲しい物が分かるけど手に入らない物は辛いよ
「羨ましい」って言いたくねえ
カスいプライドを持つ自分を殺してえ
ハンカチを噛む姿は誰も知らない

でもね、立ち向かうよ
無理しながらでもさ 笑って 奪い取る
クソが、泣く事もできない
そっちの方が人間臭くて良い!

自己中に生きていいの。
隠して生きている君が好きだから
ダッセぇならダッセぇなりに
意地悪なバイブスで突っ走れ
性悪なまま、ずっと隠したままで。

殺すように恨む

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