Takayan – I Don’t Want to Be Jealous Anymore Lyrics + English Translation

“I Don’t Want to Be Jealous Anymore” is the 1st track from the “I Don’t Want to Be Jealous Anymore” digital single released by Takayan. It was released on May 16, 2020.

Details

• Title: I Don’t Want to Be Jealous Anymore
• Also Known As: Shitto Suru Jibun ga Kuzu Sugiru (嫉妬する自分がクズすぎる)
• Genre: Hip Hop, Rap
• Language: Japanese
• Released: May 16, 2020
• Performer: Takayan
• Composer: Takayan
• Arranger: Takayan
• Lyricist: Takayan

Lyrics

nee, doushite? kiitenai yo
boku no suki na hito sae ubatteiku kara
kuso ga, shitto dake shika dekinai
suki na hito wa kaette konai mama de.

tada de sae kage kyara nanoni kokoro de wa
tairyou no monku to nikushimitachi ga zutto jibun to tatakatteru
naze ka mawari wa ookiku miete
atama no naka de wa guchi dake de karamatteru

dare ni demo aru mono na no?
jibun jishin wo keshichaitai yo
hoshii mono ga wakaru kedo te ni hairanai mono wa tsurai yo
"urayamashii" tte iitaku nee
kasui puraido wo motsu jibun wo koroshite e
hankachi wo kamu sugata wa daremo shiranai

demo ne, tachimukau yo
murishi nagara demo sa waratte ubaitoru
kuso ga, naku koto mo dekinai
socchi no hou ga ningen kusakute ii!

jikochuu ni ikite ii no.
kakushite ikiteiru kimi ga suki dakara
dassee nara dasse nari ni
ijiwaru na baibusu de tsuppashire
shouwaru na mama, zutto kakushita mama de.

korosu you ni uramu

English Translation

Hey, why?  Unbelievable.
Steal my favorite person away.
Shit, all I can do is to feel jealous.
My favorite person will not come back anymore.

Though I am gloomy,
Complaints and hatreds fight against each others in my heart forever.
Somehow, problems around me enlarges. 
My head is entangled with moans.

Does this happen to everyone?
That I want to erase myself.
Although I know what I want, it’s impossible to pursue.
Don’t want to say the word "ENVY".
Want to kill myself of having stupid thing like pride.
No one knows how I bite the handkerchief and feel jealous.

But I’ll still move forward.
Laugh reluctantly and try to seize it.
Shit, can’t even cry.
You can act like a human, how great you are!

Live in my own life.
Will hide it and live, because I love you.
Crap, holy crap.
Live through my life with those bad vibes.
Wicked, and will stay it hidden forever.

I want to kill.... Resentment....

(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dcj1b3vMvM)