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Depressed because of you / Takayan

  • Title: Depressed because of you
  • Also Known As: 周りを気にして鬱になる , Mawari wo Ki ni Shite Utsu ni Naru
  • Composer: Takayan
  • Arranger: Takayan
  • Lyricist: Takayan

"Depressed because of you" is the 1st track from the "Depressed because of you" digital single released by Takayan. It was released on July 19, 2020.

"Depressed because of you" Lyrics

ここまで息してお疲れ様
いいよ、人権なんて存在しない
既に視線に殺された
明るい僕の首を絞めた
「本当にいいの?それで」
心臓の鼓動は壊れてるの
心の底から笑ってたいよ

全て面倒くさい
もう誰とも関わりたくないよ
褒めた裏では
陰口祭り 信用できないよ
ウゼぇし大嫌い
でもそんな僕が一番嫌いなの
その勢いでいい
「鬱」からは逃げればいいから。

「何の為に生きているの?」
「お前なんかの奴隷じゃないの」

弾けるような出会いもないし
まあ出会った所でコミュ症だし
憧れにも追いつけなくて
頭の中で喉を枯らして

虚無が親友
親、カッターナイフ
地雷で苦痛
最低の普通
虚無が親友
親、カッターナイフ
地雷で苦痛 
自分なりの楽しみ方で問題ない

全て面倒くさい
もう誰とも関わりたくないよ
褒めた裏では
陰口祭り 信用できないよ
ウゼぇし大嫌い
でもそんな僕が一番嫌いなの
その勢いでいい
「鬱」からは逃げればいいから。
koko made iki shite otsukaresama
ii yo, jinken nante sonzai shinai
sudeni shisen ni korosareta
akarui boku mo kubi wo shimeta
"hontou ni ii no? sore de"
shinzou no kodou wa kowareteru no
kokoro no soko kara warattetai yo

subete mendoukusai
mou daretomo kakawaritakunai yo
hometa ura de wa
kageguchi matsuri shinyou dekinai yo
uze shi daikirai
demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirai na no
sono ikioi de ii
"utsu" kara wa nigereba ii kara.

"nan no tame ni ikiteiru no?"
"omae nanka no dorei janai no"

hajikeru you na deai mo naishi
maa deatta toko de komyushou dashi
akogare ni mo oitsukenakute
atama no naka de nodo wo karashite

kyomu ga shinyuu
oya, kattaa naifu
jirai de kutsuu
saitei no futsu
kyomu ga shinyuu
oya, kattaa naifu
jirai de kutsuu
jibunnari no tanoshimi kata de mondai nai

subete mendoukusai
mou daretomo kakawaritakunai yo
hometa ura de wa
kageguchi matsuri shinyou dekinai yo
uze shi daikirai
demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirai na no
sono ikioi de ii
"utsu" kara wa nigereba ii kara.
You lived until now, good job.
Well, "human right" never existed.
Being killed by other's eye.
They hanged me, who used to be energetic.
"Are you sure?  Having a life like that?"
My heart is broken and stopped beating.
I want to laugh from the bottom of my heart.

Everything is too troublesome.
Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore.
Even if they praised me,
they talk shit behind me.  Trust no one.
Annoying, disturbing, I hate you.
But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.
Just leave it like this.
How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.

"What am I living for?"
"I'm not your slave."

Never encountered people who can set me free.
Well, even if I met someone, communication disability.
Not able to chase after anyone.
I can't come up with any word in my mind.

Void is my best friend.
Cutters are my parents.
Fed up with mine sweeping.
"Acting normal", it's the worst.
Void is my best friend.
Cutters are my parents.
Fed up with mines weeping.
Just make yourself happy.  However you want.

Everything is too troublesome.
Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore.
Even if they praised me,
they talk shit behind me.  Trust no one.
Annoying, disturbing, I hate you.
But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.
Just leave it like this.
How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.
(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GlRd3i6L4M)
Romaji
koko made iki shite otsukaresama
ii yo, jinken nante sonzai shinai
sudeni shisen ni korosareta
akarui boku mo kubi wo shimeta
"hontou ni ii no? sore de"
shinzou no kodou wa kowareteru no
kokoro no soko kara warattetai yo

subete mendoukusai
mou daretomo kakawaritakunai yo
hometa ura de wa
kageguchi matsuri shinyou dekinai yo
uze shi daikirai
demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirai na no
sono ikioi de ii
"utsu" kara wa nigereba ii kara.

"nan no tame ni ikiteiru no?"
"omae nanka no dorei janai no"

hajikeru you na deai mo naishi
maa deatta toko de komyushou dashi
akogare ni mo oitsukenakute
atama no naka de nodo wo karashite

kyomu ga shinyuu
oya, kattaa naifu
jirai de kutsuu
saitei no futsu
kyomu ga shinyuu
oya, kattaa naifu
jirai de kutsuu
jibunnari no tanoshimi kata de mondai nai

subete mendoukusai
mou daretomo kakawaritakunai yo
hometa ura de wa
kageguchi matsuri shinyou dekinai yo
uze shi daikirai
demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirai na no
sono ikioi de ii
"utsu" kara wa nigereba ii kara.
English
You lived until now, good job.
Well, "human right" never existed.
Being killed by other's eye.
They hanged me, who used to be energetic.
"Are you sure?  Having a life like that?"
My heart is broken and stopped beating.
I want to laugh from the bottom of my heart.

Everything is too troublesome.
Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore.
Even if they praised me,
they talk shit behind me.  Trust no one.
Annoying, disturbing, I hate you.
But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.
Just leave it like this.
How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.

"What am I living for?"
"I'm not your slave."

Never encountered people who can set me free.
Well, even if I met someone, communication disability.
Not able to chase after anyone.
I can't come up with any word in my mind.

Void is my best friend.
Cutters are my parents.
Fed up with mine sweeping.
"Acting normal", it's the worst.
Void is my best friend.
Cutters are my parents.
Fed up with mines weeping.
Just make yourself happy.  However you want.

Everything is too troublesome.
Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore.
Even if they praised me,
they talk shit behind me.  Trust no one.
Annoying, disturbing, I hate you.
But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.
Just leave it like this.
How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.
Original
ここまで息してお疲れ様
いいよ、人権なんて存在しない
既に視線に殺された
明るい僕の首を絞めた
「本当にいいの?それで」
心臓の鼓動は壊れてるの
心の底から笑ってたいよ

全て面倒くさい
もう誰とも関わりたくないよ
褒めた裏では
陰口祭り 信用できないよ
ウゼぇし大嫌い
でもそんな僕が一番嫌いなの
その勢いでいい
「鬱」からは逃げればいいから。

「何の為に生きているの?」
「お前なんかの奴隷じゃないの」

弾けるような出会いもないし
まあ出会った所でコミュ症だし
憧れにも追いつけなくて
頭の中で喉を枯らして

虚無が親友
親、カッターナイフ
地雷で苦痛
最低の普通
虚無が親友
親、カッターナイフ
地雷で苦痛 
自分なりの楽しみ方で問題ない

全て面倒くさい
もう誰とも関わりたくないよ
褒めた裏では
陰口祭り 信用できないよ
ウゼぇし大嫌い
でもそんな僕が一番嫌いなの
その勢いでいい
「鬱」からは逃げればいいから。

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