Friday, 1st October 2021 10:11:36 AM
amehurashi - complex syndrome Lyrics + English Translation
"complex syndrome" is the 1st track from the "complex syndrome" digital single released by amehurashi. It was released on September 25, 2021.
konpurekkusu shoukougun waraware mono da ne asa ga kowai no wa kagami to nirame kko aa guchagucha no kami wo nadete mo kawaranai shi ame ga fureba ii no ni na kao wo kakushita kasa aa gomennasai ikiteru koto sura kitanai kitanain da itai yo shisen no ame ga mune ni sasarun da iiwake bakari no jibun ga iya ni natte noutenki na aitsura ga nan de waratten da? daremo inai hikage no naka de aa koe mo dasenai mama aisaretai na tobikkiri no egao de kagayakitakatta semete ano ko no you ni waraetara "hitoribocchi janai yo" nante baka ni shinaide yo yasashisa ni nagurarete iki mo dekinai kara kimi ni mo ame ga furu to ii na konpurekkusu shoukougun waraware mono da ne ashita ga kowai kara yoru mo nemurenain da aa guruguru to kangaete douse muda na no ni itsu kara ka wakatte ita "kawaii yo" nante usotsuki aa rakugaki no you na kao shite fukai fukai da chigau yo kizuita toki ni wa mou osokatta itai kotoba ni egao sura yuganjatte noutenki na furi shite ikite mitakatta daremo inai hikage no naka de oitekebori nante iya da yo aisaretai na tobikkiri no egao ga itsumo nikukatta aisare kao ga nouri ni yakitsukun da "kimi nara yareru yo" nante baka ni shinaide yo muku na yasashisa ga hora mata mune wo sasu kara mou nigeba sura mo nain da konpurekkusu shoukougun naosenai mama shippaisaku de gomen ne
Complex syndrome Who is a laughingstock? I dread the morning. Cuz I have to gaze me in the mirror Brushing my messy hair won't change it I wish it would rain. I can hide in the umbrella to cover my face Forgive me Even living is dirty and guilty. It hurts, the stare like rain stings my chest I'm sick and tired of making excuses I envy that girl laughing with carefree No one listen to my words cuz I'm in the shade. I wanna be loved I wanted to shine with the most beautiful smile If I could at least smile like that girl "You're not alone"? Don't make fun of me That innocent kindness will make me miserable I hope you notice. I've got complex syndrome. A laughingstock is me. I'm afraid of tomorrow. That's why I can't sleep at night. I can't stop thinking about it even that's worthless. I always knew your word "Cute" was a Lie Yeah, my face look like a doodle. It's disgusting. It's shameful. By the time I realized it, it was too late. The painful words deformed my smile I wanted to live my life pretending to be carefree Don't leave me in the shade with no one around I'm afraid of alone. I wanted to smile perfectly like her. It's impossible for me. I couldn't do that. "You can do it"? Don't make fun of me That innocent kindness will stab me in the heart again. I don't even have a place to run anymore. The complex syndrome is incurable. Forgive me for being a failure