MILGRAM Haruka (CV: Shun Horie) - All-Knowing And All-Agony Lyrics + English Translation

置いていかないで　側にいたい
ぼくはどうしてぼくになったんだ　痛みを数えて

「期待はずれ」と　口ぐせみたいに
名前を呼んでくれやしない

ちがうだれかと　くらべられていた
ぼく以外には　優しくするのにな

またふり向かせなきゃ

間ちがいじゃないよ　間ちがいじゃない
デキソコナイだとわらわないで
ねえいつかのようにぼくをだきしめてほしい

置いていかないで　側にいたい
ぼくはどうしてぼくになったんだ　痛みを数えて

期待はずれになりたくなかった
このなみだはだれのせい？

ボタン一つで生まれ変われたら
次はあなたの当たりになれるかな

またふり向かせなきゃ

死にたくないよ　死にたくない
夢食われないように生きたほうが
うばうことであたえられるほうが

これしかないの　これしかない
ぼくはどうしてゆるされたんだ　

ママ見て　ほらぼくすごいでしょ
「なでなでしよう、イイコだね」
大きく羽ばたく遥かな夢を　ぼく、かなえるからね

間ちがいじゃないよ　間ちがいじゃない
デキソコナイだとわらわないで
ねえいつかのようにぼくをだきしめてほしい

置いていかないで　側にいたい
ぼくはどうしてぼくになったんだ　痛みを数えて

間ちがいじゃないよ　間ちがいじゃない

ボタン一つで生まれ変われたら
次はあなたの当たりがいいな

oite ikanaide soba ni itai
boku wa doushite boku ni nattan da itami wo kazoete

"kitai hazure" to kuchiguse mitai ni
namae wo yonde kure ya shinai

chigau dareka to kuraberarete ita
boku igai ni wa yasashiku suru no ni na

mata furimukasenakya

machigai janai yo machigai janai
dekisokonai da to warawanaide
nee itsuka no you ni boku wo dakishimete hoshii

oite ikanaide soba ni itai
boku wa doushite boku ni nattan da itami wo kazoete

kitai hazure ni naritaku nakatta
kono namida wa dare no sei?

botan hitotsu de umarekawaretara
tsugi wa anata no atari ni nareru ka na

mata furimukasenakya

shinitaku nai yo shinitaku nai
yume kuwarenai you ni ikita hou ga
ubau koto de ataerareru hou ga

kore shika nai no kore shika nai
boku wa doushite yurusaretan da

mama mite hora boku sugoi desho
"nadenade shiyou, ii ko da ne"
ookiku habataku haruka na yume wo boku, kanaeru kara ne

machigai janai yo machigai janai
dekisokonai da to warawanaide
nee itsuka no you ni boku wo dakishimete hoshii

oite ikanaide soba ni itai
boku wa doushite boku ni nattan da itami wo kazoete

machigai janai yo machigai janai

botan hitotsu de umarekawaretara
tsugi wa anata no atari ga ii na

Don't leave me alone, don't leave me
Why was I born like this? Why does it hurt so much?

You never called me by my name
Instead you kept calling me “hopeless”

You were always comparing me to someone else
You were always generous, except towards me

I will definitely make you love me again

I wasn't wrong, I wasn't wrong
Please don't say that I am a loser
Hug me again as you once did

Don't leave me alone, don't leave me
Why was I born like this? Why does it hurt so much?

I just wanted to be your good boy
Why am I crying again?

If with one click, and I can reset everything
Can I be your favorite this time?

I will definitely make you love me again

Don't wipe me out, don't wipe me out
I just want to be your good boy
I will keep on killing to be a good boy

I can't stop, I can't stop 
Am I still INNOCENT?

Mommy, look, I've done great
“There there, my good boy!”
I promise to make my dreaMU come true

I wasn't wrong, I wasn't wrong
Please don't say that I am a loser
Hug me again as you once did

Don't leave me alone, don't leave me
Why was I born to be me? Why does it hurt so much?

I wasn't wrong, I wasn't wrong

If with one click, and I can reset everything
I want to be your favorite next