MILGRAM Es (CV: Yurina Amami) - AFTER PAIN -ES Cover-

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Lyrics for AFTER PAIN -ES Cover- by MILGRAM Es (CV: Yurina Amami).

私がいなくなれば 消えればよかったの
もう聞いちゃった 知っちゃった
こんなにも私はいらない

特別意味はないの ハズレを引いたの
もう聞いちゃった 知っちゃった
こんなにも私はいらない

ねえなんで痛いのやめてくれないの?
乾いちゃってどうしたら
ごめんの魔法はきっと 聞き飽きちゃったんだね

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ
これできっといいのかも
“生きてる”を感じたいよ 息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ
いつか届くかな

明日にいきたくはない 昨日は忘れたい
私はとてもつらかったの 助けて誰か

ねえもしも私のことを悪者にするなら
無視したっていいからね
我慢ならもう慣れっこ また味わってくだけ

それなのに消したはずなのに夢に見ちゃうのよ
私もうダメかもね
サヨナラの前にどうかもう一度
なんちゃって 忘れて

痛みの中で会いましょう 私だけの居場所
心隠す死化粧 解き方は内緒
悪魔の声による刺傷 返す刃は遺書
「“あなた”が好きよ」

ねえなんで痛いのやめてくれないの?
乾いちゃってどうしたら
ごめんの魔法はきっと 聞き飽きちゃったんだね

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ
これできっといいのかも
“生きてる”を感じたいよ 息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ
いつか届くかな

「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ?
いつか聞こえるかな

私がいなくなれば 消えればよかったの
もう聞いちゃった 知っちゃった
こんなにも私はいらない
watashi ga inaku nareba kiereba yokatta no
mou kiichatta shitchatta
konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

tokubetsu imi wa nai no hazure wo hiita no
mou kiichatta shitchatta
konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

nee nande itai no yamete kurenai no?
kawaichatte dou shitara
gomen no mahou wa kitto kiki akichattanda ne

demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa
kore de kitto ii no kamo
"ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

oshiete

"gomennasai" wa todokanai yo
itsuka todoku kana

ashita ni ikitaku wa nai kinou wa wasuretai
watashi wa totemo tsurakatta no tasukete dareka

nee moshimo watashi no koto wo warumono ni suru nara
mushi shitatte ii kara ne
gaman nara mou narekko mata ajiwatteku dake

sore nanoni keshita hazu nanoni yume ni michau no yo
watashi mou dame kamo ne
sayonara no mae ni douka mou ichido
nanchatte wasurete

itami no naka de aimashou watashi dake no ibasho
kokoro kakusu shinikeshou hodoki kata wa naisho
akuma no koe ni yoru shishou kaesu yaiba wa isho
"-anata- ga suki yo"

nee nande itai no yamete kurenai no?
kawaichatte dou shitara
gomen no mahou wa kitto kiki akichattanda ne

demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa
kore de kitto ii no kamo
"ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

oshiete

"gomennasai" wa todokanai yo
itsuka todoku kana

"gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo?
itsuka kikoeru kana

watashi ga inaku nareba kiereba yokatta no
mou kiichatta shitchatta
konna ni mo watashi wa iranai
If I was gone, If I had just disappeared 
I overheard, I found out 
How much I'm not needed 

There's no special meaning, I got the short end of the stick
I overheard, I found out 
How much I'm not needed

Why won't you stop hurting me? 
My heart is all dried up
My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault
Maybe it's ok as it is 
I want to feel "alive", is it ok if I breathe? 

Tell me

"I'm sorry" won't reach anyone
I hope it will someday 

I don't want tomorrow to come, I want to forget yesterday 
I was miserable, someone please help me

If you're going to make me the villain
It's ok to ignore me
If it's endurance, I'm used to it. It's just having another taste of it 

But I see it in my dreams even though I erased it 
Maybe I'm done 
Just one more time before saying goodbye 
I'm just kidding, please forget I said that 

Let's meet up inside the pain, a place just for me
postmortem makeup to hide my heart, how to solve it is a secret
The stabbing of the little devil's voice, counterattack being a suicide note
"I love YOU" 

Why won't you stop hurting me? 
My heart is all dried up
My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault
Maybe it's ok as it is 
I want to feel "alive", is it ok if I breathe? 

Tell me

"I'm sorry" won't reach anyone
I hope it will someday 

"I'm sorry" can't be heard by anyone
I hope it will be someday 

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared 
I overheard, I found out 
How much I'm not needed
(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5NkqF-gTbA)
Original
私がいなくなれば 消えればよかったの
もう聞いちゃった 知っちゃった
こんなにも私はいらない

特別意味はないの ハズレを引いたの
もう聞いちゃった 知っちゃった
こんなにも私はいらない

ねえなんで痛いのやめてくれないの?
乾いちゃってどうしたら
ごめんの魔法はきっと 聞き飽きちゃったんだね

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ
これできっといいのかも
“生きてる”を感じたいよ 息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ
いつか届くかな

明日にいきたくはない 昨日は忘れたい
私はとてもつらかったの 助けて誰か

ねえもしも私のことを悪者にするなら
無視したっていいからね
我慢ならもう慣れっこ また味わってくだけ

それなのに消したはずなのに夢に見ちゃうのよ
私もうダメかもね
サヨナラの前にどうかもう一度
なんちゃって 忘れて

痛みの中で会いましょう 私だけの居場所
心隠す死化粧 解き方は内緒
悪魔の声による刺傷 返す刃は遺書
「“あなた”が好きよ」

ねえなんで痛いのやめてくれないの?
乾いちゃってどうしたら
ごめんの魔法はきっと 聞き飽きちゃったんだね

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ
これできっといいのかも
“生きてる”を感じたいよ 息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ
いつか届くかな

「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ?
いつか聞こえるかな

私がいなくなれば 消えればよかったの
もう聞いちゃった 知っちゃった
こんなにも私はいらない
Romanized
watashi ga inaku nareba kiereba yokatta no
mou kiichatta shitchatta
konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

tokubetsu imi wa nai no hazure wo hiita no
mou kiichatta shitchatta
konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

nee nande itai no yamete kurenai no?
kawaichatte dou shitara
gomen no mahou wa kitto kiki akichattanda ne

demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa
kore de kitto ii no kamo
"ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

oshiete

"gomennasai" wa todokanai yo
itsuka todoku kana

ashita ni ikitaku wa nai kinou wa wasuretai
watashi wa totemo tsurakatta no tasukete dareka

nee moshimo watashi no koto wo warumono ni suru nara
mushi shitatte ii kara ne
gaman nara mou narekko mata ajiwatteku dake

sore nanoni keshita hazu nanoni yume ni michau no yo
watashi mou dame kamo ne
sayonara no mae ni douka mou ichido
nanchatte wasurete

itami no naka de aimashou watashi dake no ibasho
kokoro kakusu shinikeshou hodoki kata wa naisho
akuma no koe ni yoru shishou kaesu yaiba wa isho
"-anata- ga suki yo"

nee nande itai no yamete kurenai no?
kawaichatte dou shitara
gomen no mahou wa kitto kiki akichattanda ne

demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa
kore de kitto ii no kamo
"ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

oshiete

"gomennasai" wa todokanai yo
itsuka todoku kana

"gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo?
itsuka kikoeru kana

watashi ga inaku nareba kiereba yokatta no
mou kiichatta shitchatta
konna ni mo watashi wa iranai
English Translation
If I was gone, If I had just disappeared 
I overheard, I found out 
How much I'm not needed 

There's no special meaning, I got the short end of the stick
I overheard, I found out 
How much I'm not needed

Why won't you stop hurting me? 
My heart is all dried up
My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault
Maybe it's ok as it is 
I want to feel "alive", is it ok if I breathe? 

Tell me

"I'm sorry" won't reach anyone
I hope it will someday 

I don't want tomorrow to come, I want to forget yesterday 
I was miserable, someone please help me

If you're going to make me the villain
It's ok to ignore me
If it's endurance, I'm used to it. It's just having another taste of it 

But I see it in my dreams even though I erased it 
Maybe I'm done 
Just one more time before saying goodbye 
I'm just kidding, please forget I said that 

Let's meet up inside the pain, a place just for me
postmortem makeup to hide my heart, how to solve it is a secret
The stabbing of the little devil's voice, counterattack being a suicide note
"I love YOU" 

Why won't you stop hurting me? 
My heart is all dried up
My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault
Maybe it's ok as it is 
I want to feel "alive", is it ok if I breathe? 

Tell me

"I'm sorry" won't reach anyone
I hope it will someday 

"I'm sorry" can't be heard by anyone
I hope it will be someday 

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared 
I overheard, I found out 
How much I'm not needed

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