amehurashi – Pretender Lyrics + English Translation
“Pretender” is the 1st track from the “Pretender” digital single released by amehurashi. It was released on January 15, 2022.
Details
- Title: Pretender (わたしごっこ)
- Genre: Pop
- Language: Japanese
- Released: January 15, 2022
- Performer: amehurashi
- Composer: biz, Yuzuki
- Lyricist: biz, Yuzuki
Lyrics
watashi watashi gokko nante iya da yo kedo kirawareru no ga kowai no karappo no watashi da isso kiete shimaitain da kimi ni watashi ienai yo ne tomodachi no furi datte "zutto issho da yo ne" nante uso wo tsuite heiki ni waratten da bunan na aizuchi wadai mo awasete hora kyou mo tanoshii ne nigawarai ga chinmoku ga kowai kara herahera to ikiten da dakedo kiyou ni wa waraenakute shigamitsuite fuan de ikiru imi tte nani? dareka to sugoshita kyou sae hitoribocchi mitai da ne watashi watashi gokko nante aa mou muri da yo seikai no egao wo wadai wo kyoukan wo dareka oshiete yo douse watashirashii watashi nante sa hora mijime na yowamushi dakara mata nakama hazure desho? karappo no watashi da isso kiete shimaitain da kimi ni watashi ienai yo ne honne wa nomikonjatte itai yatsu da mendou na yatsu datte kirawareru no ga ochi nan da hora daremo watashi wo mite wa inakute shagamikonda toki ni wa oite ikarete heiki na kao wo tsukuru no sae dekinai kurai ni mou tsukarechatta watashi watashi gokko nante aa mou muri da yo tomodachi sae dare hitori shinjirenai jibun ga iya na no douse watashirashii watashi nante sa daremo motomecha kurenai kara mata nakama hazure da yo hitoribocchi da hitoribocchi de mijime na watashi nan da
English Translation
I hate pretending to be me But I'm afraid to be hated I'm empty I want to disappear I can't tell you It's pretending to be a friend I lied, "You're always together." I pretended to be laughing calmly Safe conversation Providing a topic that everyone likes You see, it's fun today I'm afraid of bitter smiles and silence I'm Pretender But I can't laugh dexterously What does it mean to cling and live with anxiety? I'm spending time with someone again today But it's like being alone I'm the limit of pretender Please tell me the correct smile, the topic, and the empathy. Because "real me" is a sissy I'm afraid to be left out again I'm empty I want to disappear I can't tell you I swallow my true intentions If I show my true self, I'll be treated as a nuisance And I will be hated by everyone I see, no one is looking at me When I stop, I'm left behind I can't even be a pretender anymore I'm tired already I'm the limit of pretender I can't even believe my friends. I hate myself No one wants me to be real I'm out of the group again I'm always alone I'm alone and miserable
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