Takayan – Depressed because of you Lyrics + English Translation
“Depressed because of you” is the 1st track from the “Depressed because of you” digital single released by Takayan. It was released on July 19, 2020.
Details
- Title: Depressed because of you
- Also Known As: Mawari wo Ki ni Shite Utsu ni Naru (周りを気にして鬱になる)
- Genre: Hip Hop, Rap
- Language: Japanese
- Released: July 19, 2020
- Performer: Takayan
- Composer: Takayan
- Arranger: Takayan
- Lyricist: Takayan
Lyrics
koko made iki shite otsukaresama ii yo, jinken nante sonzai shinai sudeni shisen ni korosareta akarui boku mo kubi wo shimeta "hontou ni ii no? sore de" shinzou no kodou wa kowareteru no kokoro no soko kara warattetai yo subete mendoukusai mou daretomo kakawaritakunai yo hometa ura de wa kageguchi matsuri shinyou dekinai yo uze shi daikirai demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirai na no sono ikioi de ii "utsu" kara wa nigereba ii kara. "nan no tame ni ikiteiru no?" "omae nanka no dorei janai no" hajikeru you na deai mo naishi maa deatta toko de komyushou dashi akogare ni mo oitsukenakute atama no naka de nodo wo karashite kyomu ga shinyuu oya, kattaa naifu jirai de kutsuu saitei no futsu kyomu ga shinyuu oya, kattaa naifu jirai de kutsuu jibunnari no tanoshimi kata de mondai nai subete mendoukusai mou daretomo kakawaritakunai yo hometa ura de wa kageguchi matsuri shinyou dekinai yo uze shi daikirai demo sonna boku ga ichiban kirai na no sono ikioi de ii "utsu" kara wa nigereba ii kara.
English Translation
You lived until now, good job. Well, "human right" never existed. Being killed by other's eye. They hanged me, who used to be energetic. "Are you sure? Having a life like that?" My heart is broken and stopped beating. I want to laugh from the bottom of my heart. Everything is too troublesome. Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore. Even if they praised me, they talk shit behind me. Trust no one. Annoying, disturbing, I hate you. But my most hated thing, is myself being like this. Just leave it like this. How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression. "What am I living for?" "I'm not your slave." Never encountered people who can set me free. Well, even if I met someone, communication disability. Not able to chase after anyone. I can't come up with any word in my mind. Void is my best friend. Cutters are my parents. Fed up with mine sweeping. "Acting normal", it's the worst. Void is my best friend. Cutters are my parents. Fed up with mines weeping. Just make yourself happy. However you want. Everything is too troublesome. Don't want to connect with anyone, anymore. Even if they praised me, they talk shit behind me. Trust no one. Annoying, disturbing, I hate you. But my most hated thing, is myself being like this. Just leave it like this. How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.
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