Minami – Shoujiki Nikki Lyrics + English Translation

“Shoujiki Nikki” is the 4th track from the “Emotional Water” mini album released by Minami. It was released on June 21, 2017.

Details

• Title: Shoujiki Nikki (正直日記)
• Genre: Pop
• Language: Japanese
• Released: June 21, 2017
• Performer: Minami
• Composer: Minami
• Arranger: Minami
• Lyricist: Minami

Lyrics

ah nande konna koto shitendaro boku
ah nande aitsu bakka aitsu bakka de sa
mou boku no genkai dayotte ah mata konna koto icchimatta na

hito ni kirawareru youna koto bakka itte sa
jisshitsu hitori ni natte sa
jissai wakatta koto mo atte sa
nantsuu ka, mou korigori dayona

kuchi wa tassha na boku genjou nan mo dekinai boku wa
kane mo nai aisarenaide mo

kore de iinosa
boku wa ashita mo asatte mo boukansha no
mama de iindayo
konna kuzu no boku ni damasareru omae tte

hontou baka dayona

"daisuki dayo" sonna kotoba uso
tokuni joshi omae ano ko ni mo itteta yona
hai, zuboshi
aibou da ka aikatada ka nandaka shiranai kedo
katte ni shitero yo

hontou waraeru yona
watabokori mitai na kotoba ni okasarete
kizukunda soshite hito wa
netsu o shitte kori hodo tsumetai samusa o shitte futari o shitte

itsu ka shiru itami mo itsu ka kieru kizuato mo
wakannai yo wakannai yo wakannai yo

kore de iinosa
kore de iinosa
kore de iinosa
kore de iinosa

sore de iinosa
boku no mirai ga kusarekittete mo
son de owari sa
otona ni naru shika nai nante sa

hontou dasai yona

English Translation

Ah, why? Do I do these things I wonder
Ah, why? Nothing but him/her, it's always him/her
Because I'm already at my limit. Ah, again.. With this.. Look.. I went and said it again
 
Things like getting hate from people are only words
Says the one who's becoming truly alone
Actually knowing what it is, and be it too (alone)
What's next? Looks like a tough time ahead
 
Me with a clever mouth, I presently can't do anything
I have no money, no love, but
 
I'm fine with this
I am. Tomorrow and the day after. Just a bystander
Just that was fine. It was fine
I'll just humor (trick) you with this crap, you said
 
You are really such an idiot
 
"I love you", such words are... lies
Especially you young ladies who spout it all the time
...Yep...Bull's eye.
Be it a close friend, a partner, or just someone you don't care about
You do it willfully
 
It's really funny, look (sounds like it's not really funny)
They look like they are piles of dust
These words used to... violate
Just as I realized. A person... Understood the fever.
Understood the ice so cold it's freezing to touch they both did
 
One day I'll feel a pain. And one day, the scar will vanish as well
I don't get it (there is no way/I don't know how)
 
I'm fine with this
I'm fine with this
I'm fine with this
I'm fine with this
 
I'm fine with that
Even with my rotting future too
And at the end
There was no choice but to grow up
 
It's really bad...

(from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJNlZHb3IDI)